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BELUM TERLEWAT

2011-10-02T23:41:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum...
dimulai dengan salam diakhiri dengan wassalam...

sudah lama blog ini dibiar sepi tanpa berita..bukan sudah lupa tetapi leka dengan masa yang cepat berlalu.Dari bulan Ramdhan yang mulia hingga bulan syawal yang dirahmati..

Mungkin belum terlewat mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 1432H, dengan rasa rendah dirinya maaf zahir & batin.

Wassalam... :)

2011-06-22T22:52:00.003+08:00

Meet someone to easy but have a friend to support what ever you're...i think not easy

"kawan yg betul2 diperlukan adalah kawan yg mnyokong apa kita buat...bkn kawan yg apa kita perlu buat"

"...kalau jd kwn yg apa kita perlu buat, itu bkn kawan tp MAAAKKKK !!!

-aidahmz-

Last Day

2011-05-31T22:23:00.002+08:00

2day is my last day @minister office in admin department...

so, besok bermula perkhidmatan di bahagian pengurusan manusia..bagi aku tidak ada perubahan cuma bertukar tingkat dari atas sekali ke bawah sekali hee..

coz, pengalaman itu penting dalam pekerjaan...aku bermula di bhg. pengurusan maklumat selama 5 thn..2 thn 9bln bhg. pentadbiran dan sekarang bhg. pengurusan manusia..

aku sungguh bertuah kerana ditempatkan di bahagian2 yang besar..kerana tiga bhg. itu cukup penting di dalam sesebuah organisasi >;)

for, aku tak kisah bertukar tempat, pegawai or boss....tp yg penting diri dan cara kita bekerja...kalu kita tidak bagus atau tiada keikhlasan dimana2 pun takkan cemerlang :)

okay, aku doakan moga dapat lakukan yg terbaik utk diri aku...

'BEKERJA TERBAIK UTK DIRI SENDIRI'

Anniversary

2011-05-25T02:10:00.004+08:00

Today is...
7 yrs relationship with him...

Thank You for Everything U have done for Me...
what's U did last 2yrs..3yrs..4yrs..5yrs..6yrs !!!

2be
Patient
Honest
Understanding...Me !!!

" I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
And just to be with you is having the best day of my life "

- aida hmz -

HAPPY our ANNIVERSARY :)

FuNNY

2011-05-18T01:12:00.004+08:00

HaPPY MoM's Day 2011

BraveHeart - HappY1stYrBirthdayChelyWright

2011-05-07T18:38:00.006+08:00

CHEERs to YOU

Country star Chely Wright is celebrating her birthday of choice: she officially came out as gay in People magazine and NBC's Today Show. Her coming out coincides with the release of her new extraordinary memoir Like Me: Confessions of a Heartland Country Singer and her latest release, Lifted off the Ground, (iTunes) her first album in five years.

The public's attention will no doubt focus on Wright's revelation about being gay, something she denied when confronted about rumors by country singer John Rich. But in her book and album - and in her interview with me - Wright talks about a more universal truth: how the self-loathing that comes from keeping a shameful secret can lead to despair and thoughts of suicide - and how telling that secret can lead to a kind of glorious liberation.

At the beginning of our 56-minute phone conversation last week, I told Wright that I started underlining every page of her book. I am older than her, the details of our life experience are vastly different - but she told my story: I, too, am a suicide survivor. I know the depths of despair, the anguish of keeping a secret that gnaws at the very core of your humanity. And then the decision to surrender to the truth - knowing its potentially devastating costs - followed by the fear and joy of creating and finding yourself - like choosing your own birthday. Beyond the burst of publicity about a celebrity coming out - her story of anguish and re-birth many well save lives.

It was in that context of mutual understanding that we spoke, like war veterans who've experienced devastation first hand and feel the importance of sharing their story of survival. We choked up often and laughed deeply. I am not particularly a country music fan but I really enjoyed her album. I told her the song "Snow Globe" reminded me of my old days of dropping LSD. She cracked up, saying she's "very straight-laced" and has never done a drug in her life. It was part of the "deal" she brokered with God so she would pursue her dream of getting to the stage of the Grand Ole Opry. She wrote the song "stone-cold sober," so I guess she just has the heart and vision of a poet.

A sense of relief, freedom and gratitude reverberated across the wire. "Isn't that the best thing you can ever imagine that your story can facilitate ease for someone else," Wright says. "I feel so lucky I'm in this spot. I really feel lucky."
I wanted to start with the heart of the matter. I asked her to describe the moment she stood in front of the mirror alone at her home in Nashville with a gun in her mouth, thumb on the trigger - and then deciding not to shoot. Wright said:
"At that moment, I was looking at myself and feeling like I was outside of my body, watching somebody do something that I had made such a harsh judgment about my entire life. I had been so critical of people who had committed suicide; I judged them for being God-less and weak. And I was watching that in the mirror and realizing, 'Holy crap! That's me.'
But as I was about to pull the trigger, I realized I wasn't crying. And I was shocked: Shouldn't I be crying? Don't people cry when they kill themselves? Isn't it supposed to be more emotional than this?

And as I was about to pull my thumb back and do it, I said a prayer to God to forgive me for what I was about to do because I know the gift of life is the most precious thing. And I had some things in my life that kind of flashed through my brain and one of them was sunlight and I thought about my dogs and I thought about music and how much I love music. And I thought about a kiss from my partner, my ex-partner - the only love in my life I'd ever known - and I heard a noise and it was the sound of my heart pounding in my head.
And I looked up in the mirror again and my eyes were just welled up with tears and my cheeks were wet and tears were streaming down. I could barely even see. I couldn't focus because there were so many tears coming out of my eyes. And the dam broke. And my emotions enveloped me and I became one with myself again. I got back into my body. I was no longer outside of my body watching this cold person - this human with a gun in her mouth. I didn't know that I wasn't going to - on the next day - kill myself. I knew on that night I wouldn't do it."
I asked if she lived in a "one day at a time" state of being. I told her I'm in a 12 Step program, recovering from drugs and alcohol and I used to say, "I will not drink, use or kill myself one minute at a time."

"That is kind of how it went. And as I wrote in the book, when I did get out of the bed a couple of days later, I got on my knees. I've always been a prayerful person, but I got on my knees - like when I was a kid when I would say the prayer quietly and then I decided I needed to say it out loud because it would be more powerful. That prayer of 'Dear God, don't let me be gay." A couple of days after I had the gun in my mouth, I decided I've got to get on my knees and pray because I have to say something out loud to God because I have to make sure he understands that I have to fully submit. I have to let him know that I am in trouble.
And I knew that gun was two flights down and I didn't know what I was going to do if I went down there. So I got on my knees in my bedroom on the third floor of my house and I put my elbows up on the edge of my bed and I put my hands together and I stopped praying for a way to orchestrate my career and my life in a way that would be so perfect. And I stopped praying for a miracle and I stopped praying for all these beautiful things - success - I stopped praying for all of that.

What I prayed for in that moment was, 'Dear God, I need a moment of peace.' And the minute I said, 'In Your name I pray, Amen' - I got it. I got it beyond a shadow of a doubt. I got it. I knew I was in receipt of what I had just asked for. And it wasn't in the form of, 'I have a plan. I know how to make this work. I know to continue to hide and have my career and hits.' That no longer mattered.

And I remember thinking, 'You're kidding me, God. Am I coming out? I'm going to do this?' And at that moment, I didn't know when I was going to come out. It didn't occur to me. But I knew at that moment God was saying - and I didn't hear God's voice - I had an understanding of God saying, 'This is what I've been telling you all along.' And I understood. I had an understanding that God was saying to me: 'I've been telling you, you're OK. You've been OK the whole time. This is who you're supposed to be. And you and I are square - we're good.' And I had such strength. I went downstairs. And I knew, OK, I can get back in the bed or I can do something different. I can show God that I get it.

I went downstairs. I got the gun. I put it back and I got on my bicycle in the snow and I road in my pajamas. And you know what - it may seem crazy - but it was the least crazy thing I ever did."

I laugh and she laughs. She says she knows I understand because I've been there and I understand about building a "monument of gratitude."

"The monument is acknowledging to God every day I won't kill myself today. I'm going to say 'thank you for my life.' And if came in the form of - I'm going to come out. I don't know how I'm going to do it - but I'm going to do it well and I'm going to honor my truth.

And this is just how it came down. This is how it happened. And the day I decided to come out - the day Rodney, my producer and I sat on my front porch and I said, 'Rodney, I am gay and I don't want to talk about it a lot today.' I sent him away. I went downstairs, cracked open my laptop and I wrote the title page of my book, 'Like Me.' That was the day I started my book. It was June 11, 2007. It was the second week of June."

I laughed again. That was Gay Pride in Los Angeles. And ironically, it turns out former basketball star John Amaechi, who publicist Howard Bragman also helped to come out as he did with Chely Wright, served as Grand Marshall for the Christopher Street Pride parade on June 10, 2007. Wright laughed, too. "That's a hoot. Well, that's divine intervention."

I told Wright that I had done Melissa Etheridge's coming out interview and ask if either she or singer kd lang, who had also started out in country, had offered examples of how to be an out star. There was a pause on the phone. What to me seemed a logical question had apparently struck a nerve. It was as if this was the moment when she had to decide whether she was going to tell the truth and keep her pledge to herself - or hedge.

"I dabbled in such internalized homophobia that it's incumbent upon me to explore the truth - the honest answer.

When I first got to Nashville, as I detailed in the book, I worked at a theme park called Opryland and there were gay boys in my cast. I don't know that there were any gay girls. But I was fully aware that I was gay, of course, and I was very sure that God was OK with me. Yet I slung daggers of hatred toward the gay boys because I was so afraid that they might identify something in me that they would be some identifying factor - that they might be able to know that I was gay and I wanted to throw them off in case they thought I might be. And I continued some of that.

When I would go into Tower Records in Nashville, I was recognized by the young kids that worked at the record store. In fact, they would bring records or posters for me to sign. And I was a fan of kd lang's music - but when she came out, I wouldn't purchase a kd lang or Melissa Etheridge record in Nashville because I was afraid for them to see me buying it. That comes with a great deal of shame for me to admit. I'm embarrassed to admit that - but that's how deep the fear and pain went."

I explain that that, too, fearing the eyes of the world are upon us and we'll be found out any minute is also part of many of our stories. She seems relieved at bit.
"Emily of the Indigo Girls is a really good friend of mine. We shared the same manager - Russell Carter - and I confided in Emily last year and Russell sent her my record and she's been a real support to me.

And she and I did an event in Florida in January. And she texted me - we were doing a guitar pool - it was Rodney Crowell, my producer, and Emily and Gary Lewis of the Jay Hawks and myself. And so she texted me early in the day and she said, 'Hey, will you sing 'Closer to Fine' with me? And I wrote back, 'What song is it?" And she said, 'Closer to Fine.' And I said, ' I don't know it but I will learn it today. And I will have it ready.' And she wrote back, 'You don't know 'Closer to Fine?' And I said, 'No, what record is it on and I'll buy it on iTunes.' And she said, 'Never mind. Don't worry about it. I'll see you at the show.'

And she backstage was laughing. And she said, 'You are the worst lesbian of all time! Every lesbian knows that.' She knows I'm new to their music. Poseidon and the Bitter Bug is the first Indigo Girls record I've ever owned. And I'm crazy about it. I think they are supremely talented and I have to say, perhaps one of the reasons that I never got into the Indigo Girls - I never went to a show. Maybe I had a subliminal block. I know definitely about kd lang and Melissa Etheridge, why I didn't buy their records. Maybe that's why I didn't explore the Indigo Girls' music, as well. I don't know. But I was so afraid to be identified as anything associated with gay or lesbian."

I confess I'm a bad lesbian, too - maybe worse because I met the Indigo Girls at an LA Gay & Lesbian Center event, liked the music they played that night, but I didn't know that song either - and I work in the field. We both laughed.

"I was really shocked. I've been to their shows now. It's not just lesbians. I haven't seen more Yuppie young couples. My naivety was eclipsed by my ignorance when it came to understanding what the Indigos are all about. Their audience is not just a group of lesbians. They have the most intelligent fan base of anything I've ever seen. But 'Closer to Fine' is a gay anthem! When they play this song - at one point in the show, they just take their hands of their guitars and back off from the mike and 7,000 people just sing - and it's very wordy - 7,000 people just sing it back to them for like a minute of the song and they don't miss a lick. It's an anthem and when you really digest the song, you understand why this song is so important to the gay community. Not just lesbians but the entire LGBT community. It's so brilliant. I'm thinking, after I come out, I would like to cover the song. I think I want to put it in my show because it's so empowering."

I refer back to her comment about verbally slapping the gay boys in her show and tell her that's part of our larger LGBT story, too. I've been in 12 Step meetings in the Village in New York City where newly sober gay guys cry and struggle and then confess that they were outright violent gay-bashers to cover their true identity. That's part of being "as sick as your secrets."

"I felt it was really important for me to stand up and admit that because it is so prevalent in our culture, in American society. Because we've got people writing legislation and people in public office, people in powerful positions who have the chance and the opportunity to write policy who are signing paperwork that goes against the gay community and they themselves are closeted. And I thought it was really important that I say, 'Pay attention to those who are the most vocal against gays and lesbians because I can tell you - those who spew the most venom, pay attention to that.' Because I did it.

I've never been a nasty, hateful person. Honestly, at my worst when I spew venom, I'm still pretty sweet. I got the Citizenship Award in high school. I'm a pretty nice person - but I tell you, a couple of things I said to the gay boys in Opryland were, 'That's an abomination. I don't care what you do but get it away from me. That's disgusting.' That's the worst I ever said - but for me, that's venom. Coming out of my mouth, that was nasty."
I asked her about her relationship with God, which is often at the heart of so much pain for LGBT people - especially kids.

"There was a duality happening my entire life. God blessed me with an intellect and God also blessed me with a complete and total understanding that He exists. These are two things for which I am incredibly thankful.

There was a God at church they were telling me to fear. They were using words like 'fire and brimstone,' 'eternal damnation,' 'adulterer, drunkard, thief, homosexual.' So I would have that God they were telling me about who seemed really scary. And then I would go home and on the very same day, and there was this God that cradled me and comforted me and I played outside and I felt this God. I felt the presence of this God and I'm not kidding you - at age four, age six, age seven - every single day of my life I knew this God. And I knew this God to be my best friend. This was the God who sent me music. This was the God that I'd play my songs for. This was the God that was next to me - I didn't see Him in a white robe. I didn't hear a booming voice. But I knew this God. And I talked to this God in dreams and this God never left me.
So I had this battle going on: which God? Do I fear this God or do I pull closer to this God that makes me feel warmth and love? And the God of warmth and light and unfathomable love won. And thank God, is all I have to say!"

Once she knew she was "square with God," she stopped freaking out, most of the time.
"I finally knew - I really am OK. I don't know anyone else like me - but I don't think I'm an alien. I think I'm pretty much OK. But it's not saying that when I was 16, I didn't freak out again at times. For the most part, I knew, I guess I'm OK. But I also knew - you have to hide this because I'm either going to get the crap beaten out of me or I'm going to get in big trouble. And I know I'm not going to fit in in school. I know I'm not going to make it to the stage of the Opry. My band's not going to get hired. My dreams of country music wouldn't pan out.
I understood - God's OK with me but the rest of the world is not OK with me. So God and I are going to keep this a secret. I had to go into a different kind of underground. It was less of a spiritual underground - it became a function, logistical, social, cultural underground."
And your personal relationship with God provided you with the internal fortitude to go on?
That's what I'm saying here. That's why, on the back of my record, I always put causes that matter to me. [She's the founder of the non-profit Reading, Writing, and Rhythm Foundation that helps supply musical instruments to schools.] I have put a couple of organizations in big, big print and their logos and one is FaithInAmerica.com.

[Faith In America founder] Mitchell Gold wrote a book called Crisis that changed my life. It was after I moved to New York. I was in the Village and I was looking for a book to help me understand the gay society - I was trying to go to Gay School 101. I thought I would go in and buy these books about facts and figures and the book I picked up was Mitchell Gold's book, Crisis. I thought I knew what I wanted but God put in my hands the book that I needed.
And I took it home and I read it and it leveled me. I had never read a book like that. I had never read a book with everyone saying we have to stand up and make sure these young kids coast-to-coast, north, south, east and west understand that what their churches are telling them, is wrong! It's wrong! They are conflicted. And churches are responsible. They have blood on their hands. And I know the parents that are taking them to churches - they think they're doing the right thing. And when they're sending them away to be 'reformed' through 'restorative therapy' - to 'pray the gay away' - I know their parents think they're doing the right thing but they're not. They're doing the opposite of the right thing. God is OK. God made them this way and that's why I have aligned myself with Faith In America. That's why I have [Interfaith Alliance director Rev. Dr.] Welton Gaddy as my spiritual advisor. We speak on the phone every day.
I am so lucky to have these people in my life. I'm on the board of Faith In America. GLSEN [Gay, Lesbian, Straight Education Network - is on the back of my record. These are the organizations with which I am aligned because I'm going right to the heart of the matter. I am a kid from Wellsville, Kansas who was told by her church that I was a build-block of sin and evil-doing and had I been inclined to be into drugs and alcohol and had I not had the dream of music and had I not had God whispering in my ear that you are OK - I would be dead. I would not be here. We've got to do something because - I talk about it in the book about hate crimes and kids getting killed and getting the crap beat out of them - but it's still a murder when you get the kids to do the hate crime on themselves.

Wright says she's aware of the Trevor Project, a suicide prevention helpline for LGBT and question youth and she is "eager to become involved" with them.

"I don't feel like I'm coming out. I feel like I'm coming together. I feel like my birthday is next week. I feel like I get to start living my life. [Chokes up]

I'm so excited. It's incumbent upon those of us who can stand up. I don't care that we don't talk about my record because what is germane in my story - it's not about my being a celebrity. It's about everybody hides something. Our secrets shouldn't take us down. There's so much in the world that's so painful - this shouldn't be one of them. This shouldn't be a reason a kid goes into his basement and puts a gun in his mouth. This shouldn't be a reason a 45-year old man takes a bottle of pills but he does.

I know a man who lives in a small town in the Midwest who has never had a partner - he's a friend of mine. He's miserable and he's depressed and he takes pills everyday to keep his nerves calm and I know what his situation is. He can't even say it. He has a sign above the threshold of his front door that says 'Prayer Can Change Anything' and I know the prayer he's praying and I want to tell him - You don't have to pray that prayer. It's OK. I can't wait to mail him my book and talk to him.

People are going to tell me I'm going to burn in hell. I know it. There are a certain number of fans that are going to say they're disappointed in me and that being said is a sin. I know the sin I've committed. Since I was a kid, my parents have looked me in the eye and said, 'It's a sin to lie.' Yes, it is. It's a sin to lie and I've been lying this whole time. It's a sin for me to try to be with a man and wreck havoc on his life and devastate him. It's a sin for me to lie down in a bed and try to be physical with a man knowing that I'm never ever going to be able to love him the way he loves me. That's a sin. I can't do it. I've done it and I know what it does to him and I know what it did to me.

I can't lie and if I can't stand up and tell my story and perhaps a young girl in Bakersfield, California - I'm not assuming she'll want to buy my record - but my story will exist in a book. Perhaps her dad saw me in Bagdad [Iraq singing for the troops] - perhaps her dad says, 'I love that Chely Wright. She's a heck of a gal.' Maybe I'm his favorite country music singer. And maybe she's the Homecoming Queen in her school. Maybe she will buy my book and say, 'Daddy, I need you to read this. I need to talk with you.' [She chokes up]
What kind of a person would I be if I didn't do this.

This is what God has been whispering in my ear the whole time. And I knew it but I just kept going, 'Yeah - but God you don't understand.' I kept telling God - 'I'm sure you're busy - you have no idea...' [She laughs] And the whole time, He's saying, 'Oh you poor thing.' I kept subcontracting myself as the general manager of the project and God was whispering in my ear the whole time" 'You're gonna see. This is what I'm telling you do to.' And when I finally just got on my knees and said, 'OK God, we've done it my way. 'I'm ready to do it your way - this is what happened."

What happened was that Chely Wright got to have another birth-day. Happy Birthday.

"if i can... - AidaHmz"

Daisy and Me part two

2011-04-19T03:25:00.005+08:00

my shadow...buat apa saja sentiasa disisiku

sanggup berjam2 menemaniku menghadap laptop...takut rabun pulak macam aku hahaha

ya..my lovely daisy !

bijak...dengar kata...so far belum pernah mengecewakan

keep it up my baby :)

DUO BIRTHDAY !

2011-04-17T00:57:00.009+08:00

29 MAC

29 Mac birthday anor yg ke-24

from ME 2 anor moga ceria selalu luv u :)

25 MAC

tarikh keramat bg aku coz its my birthday ahaks...why?

aku lahir pd thn tikus..kalendar cina

bintang/zodiak aries..kambing gurun uhuk

mengikut firasat FK or fadzilah kamsah...

Berpersonaliti yang menawan dan menarik, mudah didampingi, sangat pemalu, pemendam rasa, sangat baik secara semulajadi, jujur, pemurah, mudah simpati, sangat sensitif pada perkataan yang dituturkan dan alam persekitaran, suka pada kedamaian, sangat peka kepada orang lain, sesuai dengan kerjaya yang memberi khidmat kepada orang lain, tidak cepat marah dan sangat amanah, tahu balas budi dan tahu kenang budi, pemerhatian dan penilaian yang sangat tajam, kecenderungan untuk berdendam kalau tidak dikawal, suka berangan-angan, suka melancong, sangat manja dan suka diberi perhatian yang sangat tinggi, kelam-kabut dalam memilih pasangan, suka dengan hiasan rumahtangga, punya bakat seni dalam muzik, kecenderungan pada benda yang istimewa dan baik jangan terlalu moody

-INILAH AKU SEBENARNYA-

Celebrate with 'my kids' @ SR WangsaWalks

THANKS anor's..sponsor muffin !!!

THANKS A LOT...present from 'my kids' !!!

alang love uols

its my birthday...its my birthday !!!

awesome :)

RANDOM

2011-03-23T01:46:00.006+08:00

02 FEB.

terimakasih Pejabat Menteri (01.09.2008-02.02.2011)

gembira atau tidak...pada selasa 25.01.2011 aku telah menerima surat pertukaran ke Bahagian Pengurusan Sumber Manusia berkuatkuasa 02.02.2011..

pada 07.02.2011 aku melapor diri ke bahagian tersebut dan sejurus itu aku telah menjadi warga BPSM.

perasaan anda?

entah ?...biasa je kot...normal?..pertukaran tidak menjejaskan aku sebagai penjawat awam yg berkaliber :)

mengapa?

ditukarkan atas sebab...since now tiada jawapan.

macam2 spekulasi didengari..salahfaham pihak atasan..kesilapan menerima arahan dari pihak atasan...ntahla :-(

by the way,

until now i'm still stay the same position @dept.

nama kt HR dept...kerja kt Pej. Menteri, system HrMis kt HR...e-mail Pej. Menteri..

never receive a/thing memo....asking my boss !

bertindak mengikut arahan.."BERKHIDMAT UNTUK NEGARA". Sekian terima kasih. :)

14 FEB.

14 feb. dh sinonim ngan valentine day's...mungkin pd sejarahnya percintaan yg tulus 'father Valentine' dgn seorg perempuan yg rendah kedudukannya..terdpt pelbagai dugaan pertentangan pendapat dan penduduk kampung sehingga 'father Valentine' dijatuhkan hukuman mati pd tarikh tersebut huhu...kisah sadis ini dijadikan tarikh keramat pd penganut katholik ortodoks utk mnyedarkan pengikutnya betapa pentingnya kasih sayang yg tulus...

terdapat tentangan yg hebat drp umat Islam barang sesiapa yg menyambut tarikh tersebut kerana seperti meraikan fahaman katholiks...mubaligh-mubaligh kristian menjadikan sejarah ini sebagai ideologi fahaman katholik ortodoks..

aku telah membaca bermacam artikel yg berkaitan dengan tarikh tersebut semenjak dari sekolah menengah lagi...perbalahan antara umat Islam apabila menjelang Hari Valentine's atau Hari Peringati Kekasih..bak kata segolongan masyarakat 'mengikut peredaran semasa', satu dunia sambut mengapa tidak kita?..masa ini la pelbagai hadiah or ucapan romantis akan diungkapkan bagi pasangan kekasih...mungkin pada tarikh tersebut dijadikan tarikh keramat untuk menyerahkan sesuatu yg 'special' or mengikatkan satu perhubungan yg kekal..

adakah aku menyambutnya ?

jawapan secara kebetulan aku meraikan :)

mengapa ?

jawapan aku tidak menginginkan apa2 yg istimewa pd tarikh tersebut tetapi masyarakat...setiap tahun aku menerima hadiah or kad..tidak kira drp kekasih, kawan, atau sahabat perempuan...

meraikan sesuatu yg istimewa tidak memesongkan akidah kita..

kenapa memilih tarikh itu?

ini kena tanya pd fahaman masyarakat..aku hanya menjaga hati...menerima sebagai satu rezeki :)

Allergic

2011-01-23T01:11:00.008+08:00

Musim baru, perkara baru akan muncul tp tidak utk aku huhu..

Allergic ? apa itu allergic..aku alah dengan org yg suka bercakap besar. bak kata aku "ckp tak serupa bikin..bikin dulu baru cakap" :)

realitinya aku allergic seafood..daging..bende2 dalaman pd ayam/lembu...:(

masa comel2 dulu aku takut nk mkn daging sbb kulit akan jd merah2, bengkak tp aku mulakn dgn sikit2 lama ia jd lali..kalu x cuba spai skang xdpt mkn daging..sama jugak ngan udang..i like prawn..marvelous !!

aku degil...mmg degil !!

baru2 ni i'm eat seafood..over n over n over

what happen?...this is happened :(

two injection in two week...kena marah ngan doctor huhu

"lain kali kalau nk makan amik ubat dulu.." =p

apa cer ?

sblom thn baru i teringin nk mkn spagheti seafood so i beli smua bahan2 utk dimasak...byak tuhan saje yg tahu..iyala nk mkn puas2 kalau kt kedai tuu skit je pastu asyik oder meatball spaghetti bolognese jer..

so, my niece masaklah spaghetti seafood satu pinggan selambak ngan lala half kilo haha

makan x igat !!...

apa yg aku dapat?

inilah gbr nya..itula yg aku dpt :(((

after 3 days..skin mula merah2 pastu gatal2 pastu bengkak2

DO I DESERVE TO GET ?

YES I DO

apa ni?..emmm

kat sini pun...emmm

laa ingat kn apa..rupa nya..emmm

1.1.11

2011-01-01T22:21:00.005+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR

ingat hari ini tak nak publish apa2 tp rugi rasanya sbb tarikh yg cantik iaitu 1111...ssh dpt ditemukan tarikh keramat ni..20 thn skali betul x ?? emmm iyeke huhuhu...:))

celebrate kt mane ?

knp org sering prtanyaankn soalan itu bila mnjelang thn baru...mmg dulu aku lah org paling sibuk utk mymbut thn baru..cr port utk lepak..hibur spai pagi huhu...mcm tiada hari lain utk berhibur..

tp itu zaman dulu2...bak kata ziela jalil dlm rancangan tv "zaman jahiliah"...smua org akan merasai zaman itu...tgok firework mcm sakai heee..bila c/down terjerit mcm beruk hahaha..

sekarang ni ?

selesa duduk dirumah..aman je rasanya..tgok tv masa counting..tidak ada masalah tgok konsert di tv dan boleh tidur dgn aman hee..

so ?

fikir2kanla mana yg lebih baik utk diri kita...Selamat Beramal !!!

CORETAN 2010

2010-12-31T22:05:00.004+08:00

good bye 2010..welcome 2011 !!

itulah perkataan yg selalu dikatakan bila menjelang tahun baru...tarikh tidak akan berundur, masa terus berlalu pergi meninggalkan kenangan dan menjadi sejarah bagi mereka yang mengingatinya...tidak semua kenangan itu harus dikenang tapi akan menjadi pengalaman atau pengajaran untuk menempuh di masa akan datang.

tahun 2010 banyak meninggalkan kenangan manis bagi Keluarga Kiah berbanding dengan tahun-tahun lepas. Bermula dengan perkahwinan anak sulung abang dan dua orang anak kakak ngah menyusuli. Kelahiran puteri ketiga adik penutupan pertambahan ahli keluarga Kiah bagi tahun 2010.

begitu juga dengan aku, tahun 2010 merupakan tahun yang paling stabil drp tahun sebelumnya. Tahun ini aku menjalani kehidupan yang paling tenang tanpa dibayangi kenangan silam. Mungkin aku telah melupakan kejadian yang lepas atau aku tidak mahu mengingatinya terus..insyallah aku inginkan kehidupan yang lebih normal di masa akan datang.

aku tidak pernah berazam apabila menjelang tahun baru tetapi cuma menyimpan harapan agar menjadi lebih baik drp tahun lepas baik dr segi kehidupan, ekonomi dan personaliti...aku bukanla yg terbaik utk org lain tetapi akan menjadi insan terbaik utk diriku sendiri :)

"...nothing is impossible become a great woman !!! -Happy New Year 2011-

Daisy and Me

2010-12-29T01:00:00.005+08:00

daisy the latest pic. !!!

Banyak org mempertikaikn knape aku membela kucing tidak 'anak angkat' heee...bagi aku, apa bende or binatang yg kita ambik mesti bertanggungjawap terhadapnya...kita diamanahkan or diberi tugas utk menjalankan tanggungjawap sebagai tuan/majikan.

Inilah yg aku lakukan kepada binatang peliharaan ku iaitu 'daisy'..aku mengambilnya disebabkan aku sudah bersedia utk membelanya dengan penuh rasa tanggungjawap dan kasih sayang :)

Setiap sen yg dikeluarkan utk keperluan daisy tiada kesalan..no regret !

mungkin daisy dianggap kucing yg paling bertuah bertuankan aku :) >>> mana taknya setiap keperluan disediakan semuanya yg berkualiti heee...

makin lama daisy semakin matang..begitu cepat masa berlalu daisy sudah mula meningkat dewasa..sekarang daisy sudah mula mengalami first heat...atau proses profectus.

aku belum cukup bersedia utk menerima keadaaan ini...pernah terbaca artikel yg menyatakan kucing kalau hendak dimandulkan atau spay sebaik-baik sebelum mengalami '1st heat' iaitu dalam masa selepas 6 bulan.

Mungkin selepas ini, peningkatan hormon daisy aku berlarutan menyebabkan aku dalam dilemma huhu..adakah patut dimandulkan atau diberi peluang mengandung ???

RAYA 2010 - 10 sept. 2010

2010-09-18T16:37:00.005+08:00

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI RAYA AIDIL FITRI

" MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN"

Kemalangan Tidak Berbau

2010-09-18T15:42:00.003+08:00

bumper2bumper..itulah yg berlaku pada 8 sept.2010 (rabu)

sepatutnya petang tuu aku dh spai pahang tp apakan daya kete kt depan tuu slow sgat heee..

kemalangan ini berlaku sebaik saja aku melepasi tol kajang...aku malas nk ikut MRR2 sbb kt on air jam giler...dipendekkan citer ada mamat wira tetiba slow kt lane tgah..masa tu aku terkezut tetiba kete aku dh spai kt bontot wira tuu hahaha...

btw, discussion kt tepian jln...tgok kete mamat tuu okay je cuma bumper dia skit je regang...

so, i said "so sorry" kt abg tuu n' bg no. phone kalu ada apa2 hal ;)

nie bkn first time my 'car accident'...

berkali2 hee...kete terbang dr bukit masa reverse itu member i drive, spin 3kali kt highway, kete dr belakang hentam masa traffic light merah...kuar simpang kete hentam...uhhh byk sgat pengalaman :(

kemalangan itu tidak berbau...jika sudah tertulis ia akan brlaku jugak..

bak kata, "manusia hanya merancang yg terbaik tp Tuhan yg menentukan....

Tunjuk Skill

2010-08-21T21:31:00.006+08:00

Around my age ?..i dont know boleh climb or tak !

saje tunjuk skill bila tgok my nephew panjat pokok rasa geram je...climbing salah satu bende yg i suka buat sejak azali lagi..selain itu kita perlukan tenaga yg byk utk climb and kita akan tahu badan ni dh gemuk atau tak heee...bila kita sampai puncak baru la puas !

Me and Daisy

2010-08-15T23:12:00.006+08:00

Actually..umur daisy dh 6 bln. Hari ini genap 2 bln i jaga dia :)

ya, daisy manje n' kadang2 sengal heee..but i'm so happy

kalau i tahu seronok ada pets dr dulu lg i cr pet..

maybe, skang i suka dok umah n' daisy menceriakn hidup i...

now, i love daisy..i mean it !!!

Daisy In The House

2010-07-07T00:19:00.008+08:00

~"daisy in my house"~

Incoming Three Weeks

nampaknya daisy smakin selesa kt umah aku..layanan likes 'princess' :)

daisy bijak tp sengal mcm sape ??...

Minggu Kedua

daisy semakin okay..muka pun mula bersih sejak jumpa doc.veterinar last week !

diberi suntikan vaksin psl jangkitan 'fungus'...bulu dia pun kena jaga takut gugur huhu

kena apply card 4u daisy ;)

Tempat Main

mnguji kesabaranku...on laptop dia pun dtg tergedik2 nk main-main ngan aku

nasib baik ko 'my baby daisy'...

Tempat Lepaks

ni la tempat lepak daisy yg paling dia suka...kalu ilang je cari kt 'my bedroom' :(

melawan tokey mcm ni...pantang je unlocked ada je dia kt ats katil huhuhu

Minggu Pertama

selepas dua hari 'baby daisy' aku kurung dlm sangkar emas...lasak mcm 'tomboy' hahaha

aku belikn toys yg agak2 gediks bg nmpk mcm 'paris hilton' skit ;)

It's Not Alright But Okay

2010-06-28T21:32:00.005+08:00

Nobody can be perfect but everybody wants to be perfectly...

Lumrah kehidupan manusia yg tidak pernah puas dgn apa yg dimiliki dan tiada yg lebih sempurna melainkan Rasullullah (s.a.w)

"kematangan seseorg itu bkn terletak pd umur nya tp pd pemikiran. Beza manusia dgn binatang ialah akal fikiran. Semua makhluk Tuhan dikurniakan otak tp akal ialah kurniaan yg teragung diciptakan Tuhan utk manusia. Bab kata Astro 'otak burung unta lebih kecik drp matanya'. Tetapi otak manusia w/pun kecik boleh mngegarkn dunia.."

~ its not alright myalahgunakn 'chatroom' sbg tmpt melepaskn nafsu dan itu juga tindakn tidak matang tp okay jika kita meminta pndapat seseorg or discuss ttg mslh...

~ its not alright menilai seseorg tanpa usul periksa tp its okay jika btanya dulu dan baru menilai..

~ its not alright call 'sayang' 2 s/one else jika blom tentu org itu layak dipanggil 'sayang' tp okay jika 'asking first'...

~ its not alright mncari org yg matang tp sbenarnya kita blom tentu matang fikiran..

~ but its okay melakukan kesilapan tp its not okay jika kita tidak belajar melalui kesilapan

- aku tidak menipu tetapi kau tidak -

aidahmz

My Kids - Zoo Negara 19 Jun 2010

2010-06-25T00:57:00.012+08:00

hai buddy !!

pecaye atau tak i have 26 kids..ini adalah yg paling rapat ngan aku..boleh dikatakan smua permintaan diaorang akan aku penuhi b'coz i'm the best aunty in the world ;)

school holidays or weekend we all akan pegi main bowling, tgok movie ala2 kanak2 huhuhu...tgok pameran ke tp this time i ajak pergi zoo negara...

sometimes layan diaorg ni boleh release tension ! tgok kerenah diaorg yg releks and enjoy at the moment...gbr2 smua aku dh upload kt FB...ini adalah antara gbr yg aku suka sekali :)

yasmeen tgok apa tuuu

lentok ala2 hip hop tuu

jgn tetipu dengan back ground ;)

boboy dengan aksi berani nye !

lovely my kids :)

bersatu teguh bercerai roboh !!!

suka dan duka meninggalkan zoo negara

i am so happy :)))

WHEN I LOOK AT YOU

2010-06-18T00:36:00.003+08:00

"..When I look at you the world stops moving, When I look at you my heart melts, When I look at you everything seems fine, When I look at you I know nothing terrible will happen, When I look into your eyes I know in me heart just how much I love you!.."

"..when i look at you i see forgiveness, i see the truth, you love me for who i am like the stars hold the moon..right there where they belong and i know i'm not alone.."

~ bila aku melihat dia ada sesuatu yang tiada dalam diriku ~

aidahmz

Happy Mother's Day 2010

2010-05-11T00:16:00.007+08:00

Selamat Hari Ibu !!!

Itu yg dapat ku ucapkan. Jasamu tidak dapat kubalas dengan wang ringgit, pengorbanan yg tidak terbilang, kasih sayang yg tidak ternilai, budi pekerti yg tiada tandingan...

Aku cuma bertuah dilahirkan di dunia ini kerna memiliki seorang ibu yg bernama Kiah bte Lebai Ali. Walaupun tidak berkesempatan merasa kasih sayang seorang yg bergelar ayah tetapi memiliki seorang ibu yg mempunyai jiwa kental dan penyayang menjadikan hidupku lengkap tanpa cacat celanya...mungkin aku tidak layak menjadi anak mu yg diimpikan oleh semua ibu namun engkau adalah pelengkap hidupku.

Janjiku, setiap pengorbanan walaupun setitik peluh yg keluar dari keringat mu dan setitik darah dari liang roma mu akan kubalas hingga ke titisan terakhir hidupku.

Doaku, hidupmu akan kulimpahkan dengan kasih sayang untuk membuat engkau bahagia,..kesihatanmu akan aku pelihara hingga tiada yg menyentuhmu agar kudrat mu berkekalan..moga Allah akan memanjangkan usia mu agar dapat melihat setiap keturunan mu. Amin !!

'MAMA'

She used to be my only enemy and never let me free

Catching me in places that I knew I shouldn't be

Every other day I crossed the line

I didnt mean to be so sad

I never thought you would

Became the friend I never had

Back then I didnt know why ?

Why you were misunderstood

So now I see through your eyes

All that you did was love

I didnt want to hear it then but

I'm not ashamed to say it now

Every little thing you said and did was right for me

I had a lot of time to think about

About the way I used to be

Never had a sense of my responsibility

~ mama i love you, mama i care, mama my friend, you're my friend ~

aidahamz

Pilih Sahabat

2010-05-05T22:57:00.007+08:00

Kata orang tua dulu-dulu "..berkawan biarla seribu, berkasih hanyala satu"

Kata orang sekarang "..kawan atau tak kawan ada aku kisah, kubur lain-lain ! give and take la.."

Bagi aku berkawan selagi mampu tetapi untuk dijadikan sahabat mesti dipilih mengikut al-Qamah ;

1. sahabat yang suka melindungi sahabatnya, dia adalah hiasan diri kita dan jika kita dalam kekurangan nafkah, dia suka mencukupi keperluan.

2. sahabat yang apabila engkau menghulurkan tangan untuk memberikan jasa baik atau bantuan, dia suka menerima dengan rasa terharu, jikalau ia melihat kebaikan yang ada pada dirimu, dia suka menghitung-hitungkan (menyebutnya).

3. sahabat yang apabila engkau menghulurkan tangan untuk memberikan jasa baik atau bantuan, ia suka menerima dengan rasa terharu dan dianggap sangat berguna, dan jika ia mengetahui mengenai keburukan dirimu ia suka menutupinya.

4. sahabat yang jikalau meminta sesuatu daripadanya, pasti ia memberi, jikalau engkau diam, dia mula menyapamu dulu dan jika ada sesuatu kesukaran dan kesedihan yang menimpa dirimu, dia suka membantu dan meringankanmu serta menghiburkanmu.

5. sahabat yang jikalau engkau berkata, ia suka membenarkan ucapan dan bukan selalu mempercayainya saja. Jikalau mengemukakan sesuatu berselisih dengannya, dia suka mengalah untuk kepentinganmu.

~ kawan sejati akan menjadi sahabat setia ~

aidahmz

LATEST

2010-04-26T01:11:00.015+08:00

Maybe, I'm not to late publish my birthday photos coz i wants to show my back side ha ha..

This is my new photo (no edit) for New Friend...if u see me wherever you are please say 'hello' to me !!

..you had me at "hello" ;)

Comel !

my new 'anakku'

- anak kucing -

welcome to my world "Daisy"

MY BELOVED !!!

Hye Daisy !!!

come to mama my dear...

Daisy

You belongs to Me

Have you ever thought just maybe...

You belong with Me

I'm promise Daisy !!
You are my responsibility right now..

-"I love U..daisy"-

~aidahmz~

Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood

2010-04-22T22:42:00.006+08:00

NINA SIMONE

You understand me now !

...if sometimes you see that's i'm mad, dont you know no one alive can always be an angel

When everything goes wrong you see some bad, but i'm just a soul whose intentions are good

..oh God, please dont let me be misunderstood !

You know sometimes i'm so carefree with a joy that's hard to hide

..and then sometimes again it seems that all i have is worry

..and then you bound to see my other side

If i seem edgy i want you know i never mean to take it out on you

Life has it's problem...and i get more them my share

..but thats me one thing i never mean to do cause i love you

Don't you know i have faults like anyone?

Sometimes i find myself alone regretting some little thing some simple thing that i've done...

i try so hard

so don't let me be misunderstood !!!

-"just i gave birth ? dont make me laugh"..'over look' question mark to make me misunderstood-

aidahmz

The Myth Of Love At First Sight

2010-04-19T16:00:00.006+08:00

I believe in attraction at first sight. I believe in like, and in lust, at first sight. But do i believe in love at first sight ?

Nope. Here's why.

Like life, there's really no accurate definition of love. It's a level of feeling you have towards another person, but only you are going to identify it by measuring your emotions. If humans were more like dashboards, we might have a meter on hearts that blink red when we're in love, we do not. We are responsible for our own definition of love.

But we can get close to a universal definition by agreeing on a few things about love. One is that it is supremely sacred and important to us..a connection that most of us will use to determine the majority of our lives by pairing us with a significant other.

If love is so important to us, we need to elevate our definitions of it above the spontaneous feelings of attraction, familiarity, and desire that sometimes combine when you first look a new person in the eyes and you skip a breath.

Real love needs to be proven to you by the other person, and most importantly, by yourself. Real love needs to come from knowing another person, their knowing you, and in finding that your feelings for them increase and maintain when you have the full picture...not just that first impression.

So while i enjoy the head rush that accompanies a first meeting with someone that i'd rather be waking up next to than be sleeping with, i refuse to mistake it for love. That sort of myth making is comforting, but it also allows you to enter a relationship under false pretenses, obscuring your chances of knowing if you have real love, or just love at first sight.

When You Say Nothing At All

2010-04-18T02:30:00.011+08:00

"...i met the woman where i belong with and then i fell in love..i was so proud and excited to tell the world...i love you..i love you !!!

"...because once i met you everything is chance to be better... i love you !

"...i'm so sorry to hurt you...i just want you know i can live without my parent but i cannot live without you !

"...i believe you and i trust you with all my heart, we not have to worry because we have to been together "

"...i didnt know real love when i met you...i know it happen this was in my life, this was begin when i met you

"this dialog so perfect and the best in the world..i never heard my all life" - aidahmz

- my real love its was very simple -

tribute to amazing couple Reese & Bianca

Simple Lifestyle

2010-04-17T15:18:00.018+08:00

release tension !
u can read more if u can...

my studio !

see another parts is empty..actually nk letak PS 3 ;)

but no have enough money right now ..can be patient at the moment

my section !

in the house - this place i suka lepak :)

wants to write something..watch anything..do everything what i'm thinking..this place can makes me feel like a bird hee ..

my tik tok !

wake up in the morning feel like p diddy...

hall side !

ruang malas ;)

kitchen !

cooking like my mom..i dont think so...i'm cooked like my style...panaskan apa yg dibeli bhahaha

instant foods can make me died fast-my sis always says like that...i dont think so !!!

died or live kerja tuhan..if i die first "pray for me"

only one in my house !

i needs this at my house..GOD always in my heart..i cant breath and live without-NYA

lanskap !

in progress baby ;)

my foot !

org kata - "kalau nk tgok kemampuan seseorang tuu, tgok kereta apa yg dimilikinya"

so do i ..this is my car..i pay my own money never delayed and i'm so happy ;)

It's Me

2010-04-14T12:28:00.004+08:00

I'm not a good for you ?

it's me, and will always be myself !

i dont try to get like someone else

i dont try to dress like someone else

if you dont like it then just leave me alone !

i dont care about what others think of me

i'm happy being Me

i dont want to be anyone else

i'm unique one of a kind !

i'm not a perfect person but i am the best

i'm not a single but i am available

i'm not a pretty but i am a nice girl

IT'S ME, MYSELF NOT YOU, HER , THEM OR ANYONE !!!! :)

Wajarkah Kita Berpolitik ?

2010-04-09T02:16:00.005+08:00

Siapakah gambar yang dipaparkan disebelah ini ? Beliau adalah Dato Sri Douglas Uggah Embas, Menteri Sumber Asli & Alam Sekitar (NRE). Beliau juga merupakan ahli Parlimen Bahagian Betong Sarawak.

Saya mula berkhidmat di Pejabat Am Menteri NRE pada Sept. 2008 dibawah SUSK Mr. Ravi..Ini bermakna saya telah berkhidmat dibawah beliau hampir 2 tahun. Saya mula berkhidmat sebagai Penjawat Awam pada tahun Sept. 2003. Sebelum ini saya berkhidmat di Bahagian Pengurusan Maklumat selama 5 tahun.

Penerangan di atas mungkin dapat membantu pertanyaan yang saya terima melalui emel beberapa hari yang lepas !!

Berbalik pada persoalan tajuk saya pada kali ini, Wajarkah kita berpolitik ?

Pada pagi Khamis (8/4/10) jam 8.45 am saya telah menerima panggilan daripada rakan ditempat kerja lama sebuah Sykt Insurans di Jalan Dewan Bahasa, Kuala Lumpur. Panggilan itu memberi khabar tidak baik bahawa di Jabatan Perdana Menteri mempunyai warganegara Israel yang ditempatkan secara rahsia oleh PM kita. Warga Israel itu ditugaskan sebagai penasihat kepada PM kita. Perkataan 1Malaysia merupakan konsep yang diambil dari negara Israel dan kemungkinan dalam beberapa tahun negara kita akan digondoli oleh pemimpin Israel...begitula khabar berita yang saya terima.

Berbangkit perkara di atas, wajarkah kita mempercayai propaganda sedemikian? Dimanakah letaknya pertimbangan akal fikiran untuk menilai propaganda negatif. Berdasarkan sejarah saya bekerja selama 8 tahun di syarikat berkenaan, pernah menyertai reformasi PKR kononnya ingin menegakkan kebenaran, pengaruh rakan-rakan PKR adalah pakatan kerajaan baru adalah tidak benar. Banyak risalah PKR yang kami edarkan, perhimpunan demi perhimpunan semua itu adalah karut ! Apa yang terbukti adalah perpecahan dikalangan bangsa, pendapat dan diskriminasi terhasil. Bila diteliti setiap memorandum PKR tidak masuk akal sama sekali !

Keputusan saya beralih arah adalah tepat sama sekali. Berkhidmat dengan Kerajaan membuktikan saya adalah warganegara Malaysia berjiwa patriotik. Walaupun saya agak terlewat dari segi umur semasa memohon Penjawat Awam namun keputusan Bahasa Melayu cemerlang dalam SPM&STPM dan kemahiran memudahkan penjalanan memasuki Perkhidmatan Awam.

Kesinambungan perkara ini, politik mulut tanpa bukti kukuh harus dielakkan sama sekali. Banyakkan membaca isu-isu kesemua pihak kerajaan mahupun pihak pembangkang. Gunakan fikiran waras kita untuk menilai bukan mengikut pengaruh rakan-rakan. Mengundi itu adalah sangat penting sebagai warganegara walaupun satu undian tapi keputusannya akan mengubahkan negara kita.

Sekian.

HURT

2010-04-08T01:08:00.003+08:00

...." so it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. And we're gonna have to work at this every day, but i want to do that, because i want YOU !!

...i want ALL OF YOU, forever, you and me...every day !

Will you do something for me ? 30 years from now, 40 years from now...what's it look like ?

If it's with that GUY...GO !!! GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.........

i lost you once, i think i could do it again....if i thought it's what you really wanted.

BUT DONT YOU TAKE THE EASY WAY OUT !!!

KISSES

2010-04-07T14:42:00.007+08:00

yes i likes this topic ;)

now, if you've arrived at the point where you feel you're to kiss or be kissed by that special someone, hopefully things have gone well up until now. It always helps to be yourself around others, so that you feel more comfortable with the other person, and dont feel nervous or feel like you have to put an 'act'. The more comfortable you feel together when you're just hanging out, the easier that first kiss should be, no matter now little experience you have...

Poems ;)

" Kisses kept are wasted, love is to be tasted ; There are some you love, i know be not loathe to tell them so ; Lip go dry and eyes grow wet waiting to be warmly met. Keep them not in waiting yet, kisses kept are wasted..." - Edmund Vance Cooke

" Give me a kisse, and to that kisse a score ; Then to that twenty, adde a hundred more, a thousand to that hundred, so kisse on to make that thousand up a million, treble that million, and when that is done...Lets kisses a fresh as when we first begun " - Robert Herrick

Quotes ;)

" women still remember the first kiss after men have forgotten the last kiss" - aidahmz

There's A Few Thing...

2010-04-06T17:23:00.003+08:00

First and foremost, i really dont like my feel...they're still fighting in my head but it comes naturally !!!

"how you choose express yourself it's all your own and i can tell it comes naturally...you follow what you fell inside it's intuitive, you dont have to try but it comes naturally...
and it takes my breath away..what you do? so naturally baby !

you are the thunder and i am the lighting and i love the way you know, who you are and to me it's exciting...

when you know it's meant to be everything comes naturally..it's comes naturally !!

YOU MOVING ME

XOXO

ANGER

2010-04-06T02:47:00.005+08:00

i'm angry... ?!

am i anger... ?!

yes i do..i'm angry now >>>> so what !

what do u do when you angry like me....hah ?

on saturday

ada date w my gurly....janji ptg

so aku spai umah dia petang...col punyer col x angkat2..hp tutup...my blood high pressure !!

aku park kereta kt luar...then aku gegar pintu umah dia...

so she asked me "...nape ni u ketuk kuat2 takut i igat saper td !!!

i'm say "..apsal hp u..dh mamposs ? x reti2 nk on ?..byk kali i call..

she's "..u kata ptg selalu nye u kn lambat mesti kul 7.30pm u spai so i charges laaa...

i'm yelling "...dah jom i lapar ni...u dok mana pun spai lubang cacing i cari tau !!!

on sunday

petang aq aku ada date w my sweety...so aku pick up before dinner at 6pm...awal sangat aku ajak window shopping kat wangsa walk...survey brg kt pets shop coz in coming couple month nk bela kucing...mahal giler ! my sweety kata " xpayahla kt sini mahal nti dia carikan kt petaling street or jln pudu...."after that dia nk beli jeans so, layan je la...lama giler !

time out...jom makan !

after dinner !

on my way hantar my sweety...aku salah lorong..masuk highway DUKE...

i'm says "...apa punye bodoh jln nie td dtg ikut jln lama skang msk highway..saje diaorang nk perangkap kena tol 2ringgit...BODOH !!!

sweety answer "...takpelah kak betul lah nie..akak terus je nti kuar jln kuching dh dekat la tuu !!!

my ways at jln kuching...ada kereta celaka ala2 mewah slow giler kt depan aku

i'm sayss "...wei beromen ker dalam kete tuu ??

sweety answer "...sabarla kak driver tak tahu pegi mana tuu..serba salah kot nk ikut jln mana...biasa akak boleh sabarkan...lgpun dia sorang je tuu !!

i'm yelling "...sorang apa ? ko tengok tuu diaorang main bawah tuu...lane sbelah kete jln ok je..taula kete byk...ko tengok tuu kt depan xder kete takkan bwk 40km/j jee...

my sweety diam..she's know i'm angry...

n' then i potong kete bodoh tuu...drama again..aku bhenti kt sblh kete tuu bukak tingkap sambil pekik .."wooooiii xsabar2 ker tgokla kete belakang bersusun..." terpinga2 awek sebelah tuu bgun...

n' i'm telling my sweety "... see i tell u ada awek kt sebelah dia !!!

i'm very so sorry a both of U...i dont know what happened to me...:(

i'm really dont know what to say but is through in my heart... I'M SO SORRY...I'M SO SORRY..I'M SO SORRY !!

AKU MARAH PADA SIAPA SEBENARNYA ???

Secret Admirer

2010-04-03T01:08:00.010+08:00

secret admirer !

apa itu secret admirer..fans?..friends network or psycho...

1st secret admirer

masa sekolah menengah form one jumpa surat dlm drawer..
naik bas sekolah ada yg kirimsalam..bila tanya..adala jawapan nya..x layan !!!

2nd secret admirer

masa kerja kat insuran office...pagi2 ada letak breakfast on my desk...every day !! actually i xpenah mkn pun heee...x layan !!!

3rd secret admirer

mula2 kerja kat goverment servant...by emel..boleh dikatakan tiap hari dpt emel dr dia..pelik nya boleh tahu psl aku...x pernah reply...x layan !!!

4th secret admirer

masa khusus di perak..inilah paling tidak boleh dilupakan..aku terima lebih drp 20 surat layang...i dont care !

lately, i have secret admirer since on my birthday..i dont know why i'm still on...on..on...!!!

i hate secret admirer actually...napa kita perlu berahsia tentang identiti sendiri...u want me ? be gentle..jumpa face to face...u pompuan ka...lelaki ka..cacat ke..i dont care !

not cool..!
u want be a friendship..chat by emel..u boleh msk chat room
it's unfair..u knw who i am...where i'm working...my status..whats i look like..but i dont knw who u r..where evr u r..ur face..what r u do..bla..bla..bla..its suck SUCK !!!

WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME ???

ON MARCH

2010-03-31T21:57:00.006+08:00

lately i'm so busy..work..family..friends...i love my blog..write anything about what happened..my feeling..my life..anything !

bile mac je mcm berdebar2 sbb bln ni my besday...igat lagu fauziah latif dulu2 " ingat2 lah semua makin hari makin menyusul tepat mengikut waktu...tua mengejar tak terasa dimana2 akan berada.." bila memikirkan makin hari makin dekat ngan usia yg sangat aku takuti iaitu angka 4..i hate four..whatever mengenai no. 4 aku x suka...4 my hate no !

dlm bln mac ni mcm2 berlaku..my nephew anak ngah akan bertunang on 20 mac 2010..perjalanan yg jauh sg. petani kedah..emmm 'Rombongan Cik Kiah' bermula lagi hee sebelum ni thn lepas ke Balok, kuantan...seronok bile bersama2 keluarga yg tersayang sambil cuti2 malaysia..gbr2 pun dh upload kt FB..alhamdulillah majlis berjalan dengan lancar dan mak pun sihat pergi sihat kembali ke kg. :)

saat yg tidak ditunggu telah tiba...on 25th mac my besday ! i'm 38 now :( >>> so suck !!!

i'm know i look like young on my age :) but it's reality life i'm mature...mature thinking..mature body..mature charactor...satra satra satra but just 2 says " i'm not perfect dude..."

last but not least, "realize ur age can be better..." xoxo ;)

End of The Month on February

2010-02-28T19:36:00.010+08:00

About the story mory in February...i'm telling a lot story babe ;)

Started early in feb...so sad i'm lonely at my house..i'm alone again !!! Hari Wilayah.. a bad monday :(

med. in month ...a little happy b'coz aq akn balik kg..my hometown :)

chinese new years !!! Happy Chinese New Year !!! Happy Holiday...balik kampung Yeh Yeh Yeh !!!

14 feb 2010 - Valentine Day

My olders niece engaged that day ;)..so a great really really great day >>>;) i'm proud she love story...ada Jodoh Tak Ke Mana !

Fuhhh....penat layan FB ! Gambar2 byk dh uploaded..kenduri yg memenatkn tp berbaloi..thn ni maybe sibuk skit psl ada 3 kenduri kawin anak buah...dh lama kekuarga Kiah tak buat kenduri kawin since my brother kawin..kalu tak silap 6/7 thn yg lepas kot >>> actually my turn ceremony wedding but i'm not ready to get marry..maybe next time baby :))

Finally,..end of Feb. !

No more News in January :-(

2010-02-08T00:42:00.006+08:00

OMG !!! my blog is empty news in January 2010..bad bad bad bad argghhh

sibuk sgat ke spai xder isian kt blog aq..emmm terlepas pandang maybe ???

ni gara2 FB yg byk menarik minat aq utk aktif n trus aktif n aktif aktif aktif !!!!!

skang sibuk ngan kumpulan KFC (kiah fans club) yg aq created...ufff asyik nk kene update je ;)))

tp best bole cit cat ngan famili aq je..no more another person accept my all famili hee

selain itu, aq follow my tweet n jd follower person yg aq suke ;) , but kt m'sia twitter x glamer sgat kot...that's y xbyk org kite in twitter.com huhuhu

try gak, wat scrapbook tp xder daya kreativiti yg cemerlang kt situ..apa kn daya :(

bole ckp mcm2 kt fb tp xbole fikir mcm2 kt scrap camner nk mncantikkn gbr huhu..

tahun ni kene byk bjimat cermat bak kata pepatah tv3 'bijak wang'...

last for the while >>> i'm promise never forget my blog ;)

adios babe !!!

seDeTik 2009..2010 Is Coming !!!

2009-12-29T19:35:00.006+08:00

stiap tahun aq mesti wat ini...jun/july bonding rambut..2 weeks after that dyne rambut n' then ujung thn scaling gigi atau check-up gigi ;)

sepanjang tahun 2009 berlalu dgn penuh bererti... sedih n' gembira..ada yg datang dan ada yg pegi lumrah hidup !

apa yg penting dlm hidup aq ialah Mak...bsyukur sgat thn ini mak aq sihat walafiat.tiada yg serius menanti n' btw all famili happinest :)

Soal Jodoh ???

x mnjadi masalah besar...kalu ada it's ok xder pun it's ok...i'm so happy my single lifetime ~xoxo ;)

SUCK !!!

2009-12-14T22:59:00.007+08:00

How comes ?

Today is a bad Monday....since saturday aku dh mula bored..smua yg aku rancang xmnjadi !

My mind can't thinking ?

Blusssssh....fucking suck ! ...early january fucking suck !!!

Mak Andak

2009-11-20T13:38:00.011+08:00

Dukacita dimaklumkan pemergian arwah pada Selasa 17.11.2009 bersamaan 29 Zulkaedah 1430H amat dirasai seluruh keluarga Kiah...al-Fatihah

Detik-detik akhir arwah berkunjung ke rumah kami semasa kenduri Bertunang anak sulong abang pada 31 okt. 2009...arwah kelihatan sangat peramah dan gembira semasa berbual di kalangan tetamu..selama ini arwah terkenal dengan sikap pendiam dan kurang makan nye..tetapi ari tu sikap arwah sangat berubah...ceria, berseri2 selalu tersenyum..subhanallah !

Sikap arwah ternyata amat berlainan...hampir smua orang disalamnya, direnung bagai tiada hari esok dan diminta halalkn segala hutang piutang yang lepas2..masya'allah !

Masih terasa pelukan arwah semasa bersalam dengan beliau...telinga ini masih terdengar bisikan terakhir arwah "inila anak angkat mak andak...."
Belum cukup rasanya pengorbanan utk arwah diberikan...terkilan yg amat sangat !

Inilah dikatakan kebesaran Allah Taala yang tiada tandingan...diberi kesempatan utk kita bermaafan, bertemu dengan seluruh ahli keluarga..

Pemergian arwah direstui...moga arwah ditempatkan dikalangan orang2 beramal soleh sepertimana hidupnya...tiada sikap yang tidak baik arwah dikenang hanyala yang baik2 belaka menjadi petunjuk kami semua..arwah la manusia yang sangat sabar semasa hidup nya..amin

al-Fatihah

My GiRLs...Awesome HaHAhA !!!

2009-10-28T22:16:00.010+08:00

Hye dude...!

Long time No See..Wassup !! I'm not in mood to updated my blog.., sorry but no appologise :)

story mory right now after Raye... sengkek giler but until now still bole cover lagi belanjawan semasa..uufff berpeluh jugak nk wat kira2 spai bln depan nie..

Wassup Sweety..!!

Nape nk cover muka tuu...x sayang Gua ke?

My dear lovely girl...to much story about You Emmm sometimes You to be Honest with Me..Lies to Me...so cute looking...sometimes You like psycho women..too much !!!

You understand who i am...my feeling..my karektor...so clumsy heee

You makes me sick..angry..bored...???
But to Me...I'm happy with U and You're really Awesome !!!

I'm really angry...buang la cover tuu weii !!

nak amik photo pun x senang huhh.... :p

Love You !!!

RaYe !!!

2009-09-19T13:47:00.003+08:00

hari nie..is the last day fasting, terakhir bulan ramadhan yg mulia...insya'allah besok smua umat islam sedunia akan menyambut aidil fitri !!!

tahun ni aku lambat balik kg berbanding ngan kakak2 aku yg lain, saje nk buat suspend wat diaorg hehehe..biar depa benggang x tolong masak hahaha

aku dh siap smua utk balik kg, mungkin jap lg aku bergerak lerr..

tahun ni yg paling simple aku menyambut RaYe !!!

so, Selamat Menyambut Aidil Fitri Maaf Zahir Batin

090909

2009-09-09T20:37:00.004+08:00

Lucky day !!!...hari ini angka yang baik untuk mencipta sejarah..ari ni juga sudah 19 hari kite berpuasa..tidak lama lagi kite akan menyambut bulan syawal plak heee..ertikata RAYA !!

sepanjang ramadhan tahun ni aku x byk wat persediaan...tp byk kali balik kg. xtau la rasa mcm seronok berpuasa ngan mak drp puasa sorang-sorang kt sini..

apatah lg persediaan utk menyambut raya..langsung xkisah !

One Moment in Time

2009-08-19T00:45:00.007+08:00

In late night,..i'm thinking about anything?

sambil tgok 'Martha Stewart' terfikir puasa...insya'allah sabtu ni umat islam akan berpuasa..maybe aku stay ngan kakak psl bln posa kene wake up 4 sahur..aku kalu x sahur x posa heee..berbuka ngan famili lg seronok..biasa dua mggu awal ngan famili dua mggu akhir sibuk kuar berbuka ngan kawan2 dekat & jauh..

prepair sambut raya ?...biasa x fikir apa2 pun yang special tp teringat kat my mom nk beli kn apa?..smua bende dh aku beli kn utk mak yg dia nak..so teringat mak nk filter/penapis air...baru2 ni mak ada sebut psl penapis air..so dh oder ngan member beli bio Aura "syukur alhamdullillah.." maybe anta this week kt kg..

Yesterday, my old friend become boyfriend or something something...want to see me on wednesday..i'm thinking about ?? nk story apa bila jumpe...lately his so busy since june until now we're not to see each other..i x salahkn dia..is my fault b'coz i'm not ready !! whatever to thanks a lot for him coz be patience...

Missed someone, how come be like that ?..missed someone yg dh lama aku x jumpe..x tau psl hidup dia..live or dead??

Gemok

2009-08-12T23:29:00.006+08:00

Gemuk adalah perkara yg sangat ngeri dikalangan wanita...begitula ngan aku. selama ni aku x kisah org kata badan aku dh berisi..aku okay je! aku suka badan camni..biar berisi sikit kene ngan ketinggian..sblom ni aku kurus nmpk mcm papan je..penah gemok zaman skolah dulu maklumla masa tuu x fikir sgat ttg berat badan tau belajar pastu makan heee..

so, the story about gemok ni...last week aku g tempah baju..my tailor kata wow dh berisi u kene ukur badan semula nie..before aku pegi jumpe tailor aku try jeans lama..oh my god!! tak muat daah..i dont believe it..sblom ni aku x kisah je..xkn jeans saiz 27 x muat skang pakai saiz 29 !!

before, 2006 dulu 31/26/37...latest, 34/29/40 increased 3 inci..oooh my god !! ketinggian aku 160cm..weight x pasti heee..dulu 52kg skang blom timbang...takut beb !!! 3 thn maintain tp what happen now ??

sudden, on my way nak drive balik umah...otak nie x abis-abis fikir camner boleh naik spai camni skali...makan mcm biasa je...aku jenis x makan byk dan bkn suka mkn junk food tp fast food sometimes la..tido?...sblom ni mmg aku suka tido dan mmg byk tido tp kurus je...apa yg mnyebabkan berat naik ni ??

maybe, faktor umo?..ada orang kata kalu umo meningkat berat automatically naik tp aku x caya smua tuu..faktor hati ?..orang kata kalu dh senang ati tuu x mkn byk pun badan naik gak !! betul ker ? emmm what ever...

result, ada aktiviti sosial yg aku tinggal kn slama 7 bln lepas...aku rasa aktiviti itu yg mnyebabkan badan ni naik...before i stop my weight bole maintain but now i cant...so better for me habit nie aku do it !

its 'll be okay !!!

THE KING OF POP - MJ 1958-2009

2009-07-08T01:03:00.008+08:00

Michael Jackson died on thursday 25th jun 2009. Today is memorial MJ at The Staples Centre Hollywood...nk tgok live kt website mtvasia.com/mj..at 1.00 am

Sape yg x knal MJ..ikon music..to sad bile dgr his passed away. Satu kehilangan superhuman yg tiada ternilai...latarbelakang yg malang, kehidupan yg huru hara tp mampu mencipta nama yg besar diseluruh dunia...he's biggest star in the world.

Mostly, smua lagu Mj aku tahu..maklumla dh dgr sejak sekolah...dr Jackson 5ive ke Michael Jackson...He's the legend in my heart..Michael Jackson will love you forever !!!

"obviously Michael Jackson was a spectacular performer and a music icon. I think everybody remembers hearing his songs, watching him moonwalk on television during his Motown's 25th anniversary. He had aspects of his life that were sad and tragic. And my condolences go out to the Jackson family and the fans that mourned his loss." - Barack Obama

Another day has gone

I'm still all alone

How could this be

You're not here with me

You never said goodbye

Someone tell me why

Did you have to go

And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself

How did love slip away

Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

But you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

But you are not alone

Just the other night

I thought I heard you cry

Asking me to come

And hold you in my arms

I can hear your prayers

Your burdens I will bear

But first I need your hand

Then forever can begin

- You are not alone 'michael jackson'-

"you're always in my heart "- aidahmz

Happy Besday My Sweety

2009-07-03T22:45:00.007+08:00

On 1st July...we celebrated together ! igat nk bikin lagi gempak but xsempat masing2 busy hehe..so we're going to port klang je..maybe next time kite g paris celebrate kt eifel tower plak hahaha...byk tahun kite kawan byk bende dh dilalui so keep it up my girl !!!

To dear Baby may'be sometimes we confusing if we aren't for sure whether we are just friends or something more than that. So watch the days pass not knowing what will come next...

Lastly, Happy Birthday Baby...may Allah bless U wherever U'R whatever U do..!!

To says,

"you the best better than all, better than anyone i've ever meet...:" - aidahmz

Father's Day

2009-06-21T16:04:00.007+08:00

Today is "Father's Day"..i never having a father and never dream to have a father since i was a child..my dad passed away 36 years ago...i'm so proud to my mom..she only the one i love entire my life..i luv you so much mom !!!

To all Father,

Dance with My Father

Back when I was a child

Before life removed all the innocence

My father would lift me high

And dance with my mother and me and then

Spin me around till I fell asleep

Then up the stairs he would carry me

And I knew for sure

I was loved

If I could get another chance

Another walk, another dance with him

I'd play a song that would never, ever end

How I'd love, love. love to dance with my father again

When I and my mother would disagree

To get my way I would run from her to him

He'd make me laugh just to comfort me

Then make me do just what my mama said

Later that night when I was asleep

He left a dollar under my sheet

Never dreamed that he

Would be gone from me

If I could steal one final glance

One final step, one final dance with him

I'd play a song that would never, ever end

'cause I'd love, love to dance with my father again

Sometimes I'd listen outside her door

And I'd hear how momma would cry for him

I pray for her ever more than me

I know I'm prayin' for much too much

But could You send back the only man she loved

I know You don't do it usually

But dear Lord, she dyin' to dance with my father again

And this is all I ever dream...

- Luther Vandross-

"if I meet you abah, i never to lose you..." - aidahmz

Hannah Montana

2009-06-19T16:45:00.006+08:00

aku bkn la peminat Hannah Montana..x layak daa hehe..kt U.S kalu dh sixthteen tuu kira dh dpt kunci kehidupan mcm awek sorang nie..aku suka vokal awek nie..dlm umo sixthteen punyer tone vocal yg amazing..sbb tuu la dpt 'live perform' kt Grammy Award 2008 lepas...bkn miming sprt britney..

so, keep it up your stylist miley cyrus !!!

"There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an uphill battle

Somebody's gonna have to lose.."

the climb - miley cyrus

"hidup ini seperti mendaki gunung..terus mendaki ada masa kita kalah dgn dugaan tapi utk menentukan takdir hidup kita harusla terus mendaki selagi daya..keep moving, keep climbing, keep your faith baby !! - aidahmz

10.5.09

2009-06-15T01:05:00.012+08:00

hari tuu tetiba je aku terfikir nk pegi umah kakak..kira kakak yg paling rapatla...walaupun aku dikirakan lewat gak la spai umah dia tapi aku nk gak pegi x tau knape..nk wat piza la sanggup pegi giant beli bahan2 nk wat piza..slalu nye aku la yg paling maleh nk beli bahan2 utk masak2 nie..rupa2 nye ada instinct..anak2 kakak aku nk wat surprise sambut hari ibu..so aku join skali laa..mcm berjanji plak..ini la yg dikatakan keluarga kalu x ckp pun tapi kalu dh darah daging tuu kite dpt rase kan!! anak2 buah ni kira yg paling rapatla ngan aku kira membesar depan mata...

amboi kecik2 mak jaga...sudah besar jangan lupa jasa mak ye..

seronok kakak sambut hari ibu..iyo ler kalu anak x igat mak..anak apo nama nye?? binatang pun tahu sayang mak dia kan!!

Happy Belated Mother's Day !!!

Ngomel..!

2009-06-13T22:55:00.011+08:00

hye lama x update blog..nk tggu masa free jawap nye x tulis la kt blog ni...aku ni moody skit bile time free je aku malas hehehe...bile rajin je byk keje aku nk buat..masa tu la nk kemas umah..cuci baju..mcm2 lagi la ! sama gak kt opis..bile bace paper x spai 5 minit cepat boring..tapi time bergosip 8 jam pun x boring boring hahaha..paling suka tido..tu la petua awek muda aku..cukup tido sihat tubuh badan..lagi satu petua buat sit-up..hari hari 50 kali sure sihat baik utk badan mahupun tulang..minum susu heee...tapi skang badan aku macam dh berisi skit bab kata org gemuk tapi aku suka saiz mcm ni..selesa drp kurus kering tapi jgn gemuk sgat kene maintain...nk tahu kite bole maintain bile time sit-up kalu x bole angkat tubuh sndri jwp nye dh beratla tuu x reti2 nk diet...aku dh lama x jumpe kawan2 masa zaman uha uha...kawan2 aku nk jumpa aku lagi ker ???..emmm tggu la dulu bile aku bersedia..tapi yg penting aku suka ngan keadaan skang...happy je!!

HYE..

2009-05-11T23:57:00.003+08:00

Lama x updated blog..skang nie sibuk skit..lgpun lately otak aku slalu sakit..pening kepala !! byk minum kafein maybe...dulu aku ok je skang badan pun slalu je sakit..demam!! faktor cuaca terlalu panas kot..musim demam...makan vitamine C fuhhh!!

Skang demam skit muntah2..dulu xder mcm nie..ntah la faktor umo kot heee...byk bende yg berlaku bln nie..specially family day kiteorg ngan mother's day..

Nanti la bile aku free ..aku citer smua nye apa yg berlaku..

ciao !!!

Aku Gila Pada...??

2009-04-07T11:03:00.013+08:00

Black !..obsess ngan bende yg kaler itam..cepat teruja !!

Bkn saje baju..perabot..car..apa saje bile berkaler itam sure nmpk cantik je

Tonton tv...boleh stay spai pagi kalu layan !

Computer ! First keje bende yg i nk beli ialah PC...laptop nie maybe yg third.

just belajar menggunakn melalui buku je..

u know why..computer is bende yg paling brilliant skali dicipta oleh manusia kt dunia ni !

Susu ! dlm bahasa lain drink milk...i like !!

tak tahu psl apa..spai skang x henti2 menyusu hehe..

smua jenis susu minum accept strawberry n cokelat..paling suka fresh milk

Senaman tangan !...kalau dok diam je sambil tgok tv or bace paper..whatever la..tangan ni mesti nk genggam something ...kt opis pun ada stress ball (umi punyer !) dr kaler kuning dh jd kelabu asap...bende ni dh amalkn berkurun lama nye..stop jap wat bile urat tangan nmpk ketara pastu penah satu kes pegang lengan member spai lebam..rasa mcm grip biasa je tp tetiba member nangis cakap sakit hee..after kes i stop 4 the while !! but bende ni jd balik..what should i do ??

Top tank t-shirt...mmg berlambak la!! bagi aku fesyen yg paling simple hee..

suka kaler yg xmenyelah..like black, grey, white it's a good 2me

coz why mana pegi sarung je jaket atau sweater..very the simple !

balik umah buang jaket terus tido hee

Beyonce !..minat giler kat minah ni. mula tengok kt mtv dlm group Destiny's Child. dlm depa 3 org tuu..minah ni je yg cantik hehe..suara woww marvelouss !! Body jgn cakapla..perfect beb ! Bile dance woww terpegun gua..strip dance lg gile hehe

Now she perfomance sorang je..the latest album I am sasha a fierce smua lagu best2

two film dia act..xsilap 'panther.??' lakonan steve martin N the dreamgirls ngan Jamie foxx

she married with Jazz..x hansem pun !

nak tahu byk psl beyonce lagu ke videoclip ke ada kt myspace/aidahmz !

Everywhere I'm looking now

I'm surrounded by your embrace

Baby I can feel your halo

You know you're my saving grace !!!...

- beyonce -

Series CSI...tayang kt astro AXN mlm tuesday, wednesday n' thurday..marathon every sunday! Grissom N Horatia and the gang u all mmg best !!

Happy Belated Birthday To Anor !!!

2009-03-31T23:35:00.009+08:00

Happy Happy Happy Birthday Girl !!!

How old R U baby ?

Wish U, hidup ini pegang pada 3R

Rileks Respon Respect

So, lu Pikirla sendiri !

What can I says..."really cute both of U"

My Nep..ur so gorgeous

Nampak macam sebaya jer...memang pun !!

alang 25hb dan anor 29hb...so, kiraan matematik beza 4 hari je khi2x

So what ?? I'm still young forever and your aunt baby...

Okay tak kek nie ? whatever la janji ada hehehe..

By The Way Happy Belated 22 years Birthday to Anor !!!

It's My Birthday !!!

2009-03-25T00:34:00.005+08:00

Ya Ya Ya !!!...tahun ni decide x nak celebrate besday coz x layak daa

umo aku mcm dh byk tp it's ok still maintain my personal life...

walaupun aku nmpk mcm 26 tp dh dot dot....

i can be liar to anybody but i can't lie to myself.

i want be myself what i want !!!

Don't ask me when i get married but ask me what i want to be ?

Honestly, i very happy..happy..happy !!!

I'm 37...thirtySeven baby

"Love Story"

2009-03-13T10:41:00.005+08:00

We were both young when I first saw you

I close my eyes

And the flashback starts

I'm standing there

On a balcony in summer air

See the lights

See the party, the ball gowns

I see you make your way through the crowd

And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles

And my daddy said stay away from Juliet

And I was crying on the staircase

Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you

We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew

So close your eyes

Escape this town for a little while'

Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter

And my daddy said stay away from Juliet

But you were everything to me

I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel

This love is difficult, but it's real

Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess

It's a love story baby just say yes

I got tired of waiting

Wondering if you were ever coming around

My faith in you is fading

When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone

I keep waiting for you but you never come

Is this in my head? I don't know what to think

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet

You'll never have to be alone

I love you and that's all I really know

I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress

It's a love story baby just say yes

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you...

- taylor swift -

it's cool song..aidahmz09

BeLateD ValentiNe'S Day...

2009-02-20T11:20:00.011+08:00

Almost every year's aku sambut valentine's Day..semenjak skolah lagi! Nak kira hadiah orang kasi dah berbakul-bakul..aku je susah sikit nak kasi orang adiah heee

whatever la orang lain nk ckp !..aku bkn nk meraikan hari kematian Father Valentine. Don't judge what U see..

U see that guy?..he's very good person 'n committed a work..that's mean a hard working!! we befriend since 2004..lama tuu but i don't know how to story about him...

so, 2Him i'm really sorry what happen since was beginning we meet..maybe i'm not be honest with U coz' what happen can be happen !!!???

tnx U 4everthing what U make it...

last word, "i want 2be what i want 2be !!"

Gotta Be Somebody...Nickelback

2009-01-16T16:20:00.008+08:00

This time, I wonder what it feels like

To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of

But dreams just aren't enough

So I'll be waiting for the real thing,

I'll know it by the feeling

The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene

Straight off the silver screen

So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end

Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Someone to love with my life in their hands

There's gotta be somebody for me like that

Cause nobody wants to do it on their own

And everyone wants to know they're not alone

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight

And dammit this feels too right, it's just like deja vu

Me standing here with you

So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the endIs it that moment when,

I find the one that I'll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Someone to love with my life in their hands

There's gotta be somebody for me like that

Cause nobody wants to do it on their own

And everyone wants to know they're not alone

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

You can't give up, looking for a diamond in the rough

You never know, when it shows up,make sure you're holding on

Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

And everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Someone to love with my life in their hands

There's gotta be somebody for me,

Nobody wants to do it on their own

And everyone wants to know their not alone

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Nobody wants to be the last one there

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

'nice lyrics !' - aidahmz

Womanizer..your womanizer !

2009-01-08T11:09:00.017+08:00

Anak mak le..dulu mak susah2 jaga kitaorang..skang biarla kitaorang yg bersusah payah jaga mak plak !!

Tumpang glamer mak !

Alahai cucu wan !

Bodyguard

Tension

Mana ni..

Jom !

Penat menunggu

Confuse ke ?

Ceria

wajah-wajah yg tidak dpt ditukar ganti..itula wajah mak yg tak akan kita lupakan sampai ke akhir hayat..."mak ampunkan dosa anakmu yg tak seberapa ini, mungkin anakmu bukan yg terbaik seperti yg dirancang tapi mak adalah the best in world ! i love u so much mom"...aidahmz

bahasa Miaww...

2009-01-06T10:57:00.011+08:00

Orang yang terlalu memikirkan akibat dari sesuatu keputusan atau tindakan, sampai bila-bila pun dia tidak akan menjadi orang yang berani - aidahmz

Hiduplah Sesuka hatimu, Sesungguhnya kamu pasti mati. Cintai siapa saja yang kamu senangi, Sesungguhnya kamu pasti akan berpisah dengannya. Lakukan apa saja yang kamu kehendaki, Sesungguhnya kamu akan memperoleh balasannya...!

kasihanilah musuhmu, berbuat baiklah pada orang yang membenci kamu, mintaklah berkat bagi orang yang mengutuk kamu. Berdoalah untuk orang yang mencaci kamu - confusius

Tidak ada kebaikan bagi pembicaraan kecuali dengan amalan.

Tidak ada kebaikan bagi harta kecuali dengan kedermawanan.

Tidak ada kebaikan bagi sahabat kecuali dengan kesetiaan.

Tidak ada kebaikan bagi shadaqah kecuali niat yang ikhlas.

Tidak ada kebaikan bagi kehidupan kecuali kesihatan dan keamanan...

Congrated...

2009-01-06T09:56:00.012+08:00

wassup girl...i'm so proud with u babe !

Hidup Kiah's FC !!!

"Jangan terlalu memikirkan pandangan orang terhadap anda, fikirkan apa pandangan anda terhadap diri anda sendiri.." aidahmz09

Drink

Salad

Main

Dessert

HaPPY NEW YeaR

2009-01-05T16:03:00.015+08:00

Alo...hapi new year everybody!

hopefully tahun nie lebih baik drp thn lepas..

sukses n' rezeki bertambah

Yg pasti umo bertambah hahaha..

tq 4 everything!!!

makan Time !

Control Macho beb...

happy new year !!!

FaMily Ties..!

2008-12-10T16:33:00.003+08:00

Air diCincang Tak aKan PuTus

OMG!..it's beautiful..beautiful words

2008-11-28T16:50:00.010+08:00

AIDA PROPOSEs...!

"That day, I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you.

And I knew that I wanted to have a home with you ,

and a future together.

And so today, I am asking you my beautiful, beautiful, beautiful girl...

will you marry me?"

-aida's-

I know that you love me

And soon you will see

You were meant for me

And I was meant for you

- jewel -

When you love someone, U 'll do anything U 'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain

U 'll shoot the moon put out the sun.When you love someone, U 'll deny the truth believe a lie, there'll be times that you'll believe you can really fly but your lonely nights have just begun.

When you love someone, U feel it deep inside and nothin' else could ever change your mind

When you love someone, U 'll sacrifice you'd give it everything you got and you won't think twice. U'd risk it all no matter what may come.When you love someone, U 'll shoot the moon put out the sun.

~bryan adams~

Think About It...!

2008-11-26T10:48:00.007+08:00

Difference Between "Somebody U Love & Somebody U Like"

In front the person U love, your heart beat faster

But in front the person U like, U get happy

In front of the person U love, winter seems like spring

But in front the person U like, winter is just beautiful winter

If U look into the eyes of the one U love, U blush

But if U look into the eyes of the one U like, U smile

In front of the person U love, U can't say everything on your mind

But in front of the person U like, U can

In front of the person U love, U tend to get shy

But in front of ther person U like, U can show your own self

U can't look straight into eyes of the one U love

But U can always smile into the eyes of the one U like

When the one U love is crying, U cry with them

But when the one U like is crying, U end up comforting

The feeling of love starts from the eye

But the feeling of like starts from ear.

So if U stop liking a person U used to like, all U need to do is cover your ears

BUT

If U try to close your eyes, love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever.

"MySelf..'08"

Imagine...

2008-11-25T16:17:00.005+08:00

If I Were A BoY

If I were a boy, Even just for a day, I'd roll out of bed in the morning, And throw on what I wanted and go, Drink beer with the guys, And chase after girls, I'd kick it with who I wanted, And I'd never get confronted for it, Cause they stick up for me,

If I were a boy, I would turn off my phone, Tell everyone it's broken, So they'd think that I was sleeping alone, I'd put myself first, And make the rules as I go, Cause I know that she'd be faithful, Waiting for me to come home, to come home.

If I were a boy, I think I could understand, How it feels to love a girl, I swear I'd be a better man, I'd listen to her, Cause I know how it hurts, When you lose the one you wanted, Cause he's taking you for granted, And everything you had got destroyed, It's a little too late for you to come back, Say it's just a mistake, Think I'd forgive you like that, If you thought I would wait for you, You thought wrong,

But you're just a boy, You don't understand, And you don't understand, How it feels to love a girl, Someday you wish you were a better man, You don't listen to her, You don't care how it hurts, Until you lose the one you wanted, Cause you're taking her for granted, And everything you had got destroyed,

But you're just a boy - 'beyonce

RaYa 2007-13 OCT

2008-06-25T15:35:00.008+08:00

Sometimes I run, Sometimes I hide, Sometimes I'm scared of you, But all I really want is to hold you tight, Treat you right, Be with you day and night, Mama all I need is time. I don't wanna be so shy, Everytime that I'm alone I wonder why, Hope that you will wait for me, You'll see that, you're the only one for me, I wanna believe in everything that you say, Cause it sounds so good, But if you really want me, move slow, There's things about me, you just have to know - britney_ sometimes !

Emmm Yummy Yummy..

2008-06-24T15:59:00.009+08:00

i suka tgok org makan tp tak suka makan...minum ok la

ExBoss-U R the best Mem...belaje makan kt Tasik Putra

Nie Dia Ratu segala makan..i like !

Size kecik tp makan emmmm boleh tahan... JGN MARAH SHERA

Tak ingat kenduri kawin saper tp sempat gak ambik gambar sblom makan heee

RiLEksss

2008-06-20T16:51:00.003+08:00

Jomla Lepak Sama-sama !

Nallis Sentul mlm minggu cantekkkksss..mamat2 waiter kat sana smua knal asyik2 muka ni heee

LePaKsssS....

2008-06-20T15:36:00.011+08:00

LEPAS MAKAN LEPAK !!

LEPAS LEPAK MAKAN HEEEE...

U..

2008-06-19T16:10:00.004+08:00

My BFF's...anything no komen !!!

She So Cute's !

2008-06-19T15:00:00.006+08:00

My Baby You..

As I look into your eyes

I see all the reasons why

My life’s worth a thousand skies

You’re the simplest love I’ve known

And the purest one I’ll own

Know you’ll never be alone

Chorus:

My baby you

Are the reason I could fly

And cause of you

I don’t have to wonder why

My baby you

There’s no more just getting by

You’re the reason I feel so alive

Though these words I sing are true

They still fail to capture you

As mere words can only do

How do I explain that smile

And how it turns my world around

Keeping my feet on the ground

I will soothe you if you fall

I’l be right there if you call

You’re my greatest love of all

Baby I can feel your Halo - aidahmz

GoodBye..

2008-06-18T16:05:00.005+08:00

First Meet Her On June 2000...Last Meeting 16 July 2005

Just4U My Beautiful !! I Never Should Have Waited so Long to SaY, What I've always Known since the Very First Day..Thought That You Would Stay Forever With Me, But The Time has Come To Leave...Rihanna-Final GoodBye !

Dinner..

2008-06-17T13:28:00.008+08:00

HOTEL COPTHORNE ORCHID PENANG

2.12.2007

Muka Maintain Senyum ! Perut Kroit Kroit..Bila nk stat Mkn nie ? Nasib Baik Mkn Mlm jer..xder On Floor kalu Tak Gua La Dancer Terbaik hahaha

GaMeS...

2008-06-17T12:43:00.006+08:00

MENANG YEEEEHHH !!

Tpt KE-2 InDIviDuaL..Orait La Tuuu..

Thank A Lots FIda (Support Me..)

Nak Tgok PRO Main...Nie Dia Wakil Lane No. 6 heee

GaMes Tournament Interstaff Peringkat Kelab BTM 14/07/2007...Biar Menang Gaya !!!

POSE RIAKsss....

2008-06-16T13:47:00.003+08:00

RiAkks !!!

Pose Ngan Sijil AnugeRaH...Gua PonG Tak Caya Tp TeriMa Jer Laaaa

Daah Dapat Anugerah...!

2008-06-16T12:00:00.005+08:00

Caya Tak ?

Anugerah Perkhidmatan Cemerlang 2006...

Salam Ngan Datuk Azmi Khalid lagiii heee

Keje keje keje ...

2008-06-16T10:51:00.006+08:00

Nie laa tpt gua keje..mula berkhidmat ngan Gomen pd sept.2003. First time masuk Gomen terkezut minda jap..budaya kt sini sopan santun x mcm kt firm dulu2..

Since keje kt sini gua x kisah sgat ttg challenger..smua nyer bertimbangrasa..boss2 mcm member jer!

Kalu rase nk berubah gaya idup elok la join Gomen sure terpelihara jiwa rohani heee...

"BERKHIDMAT UNTUK NEGARA"

SWeetHeartS...

2008-06-12T15:31:00.008+08:00

Latest One...Born 2008

BabY KrisTina

Gang StarZ..

ZaQwan !

BoboY..

Sofea My Girl !

Cute FRiends...

2008-06-11T15:39:00.017+08:00

Me 'N' SheRa bestfriend Forever !!!

only one shimie...

twin ila ???

ina the best...

loving fida !

With Mom..

2008-06-11T15:29:00.003+08:00

mak tersayang...luv u muahhh !!!

Famili Kiah FC

2008-06-11T13:25:00.003+08:00

Gambar kenangan di Cameran Highland

ME..

2008-06-10T14:19:00.004+08:00

kalu nak idup kena la pandai bohong hehehe...