seDeTik 2009..2010 Is Coming !!!

stiap tahun aq mesti wat ini...jun/july bonding rambut..2 weeks after that dyne rambut n' then ujung thn scaling gigi atau check-up gigi ;)

sepanjang tahun 2009 berlalu dgn penuh bererti... sedih n' gembira..ada yg datang dan ada yg pegi lumrah hidup !

apa yg penting dlm hidup aq ialah Mak...bsyukur sgat thn ini mak aq sihat walafiat.tiada yg serius menanti n' btw all famili happinest :)

Soal Jodoh ???

x mnjadi masalah besar...kalu ada it's ok xder pun it's ok...i'm so happy my single lifetime ~xoxo ;)

SUCK !!!

How comes ?

Today is a bad Monday....since saturday aku dh mula bored..smua yg aku rancang xmnjadi !

My mind can't thinking ?

Blusssssh....fucking suck ! ...early january fucking suck !!!

Mak Andak

Dukacita dimaklumkan pemergian arwah pada Selasa 17.11.2009 bersamaan 29 Zulkaedah 1430H amat dirasai seluruh keluarga Kiah...al-Fatihah

Detik-detik akhir arwah berkunjung ke rumah kami semasa kenduri Bertunang anak sulong abang pada 31 okt. 2009...arwah kelihatan sangat peramah dan gembira semasa berbual di kalangan tetamu..selama ini arwah terkenal dengan sikap pendiam dan kurang makan nye..tetapi ari tu sikap arwah sangat berubah...ceria, berseri2 selalu tersenyum..subhanallah !

Sikap arwah ternyata amat berlainan...hampir smua orang disalamnya, direnung bagai tiada hari esok dan diminta halalkn segala hutang piutang yang lepas2..masya'allah !


Masih terasa pelukan arwah semasa bersalam dengan beliau...telinga ini masih terdengar bisikan terakhir arwah "inila anak angkat mak andak...."
Belum cukup rasanya pengorbanan utk arwah diberikan...terkilan yg amat sangat !

Inilah dikatakan kebesaran Allah Taala yang tiada tandingan...diberi kesempatan utk kita bermaafan, bertemu dengan seluruh ahli keluarga..

Pemergian arwah direstui...moga arwah ditempatkan dikalangan orang2 beramal soleh sepertimana hidupnya...tiada sikap yang tidak baik arwah dikenang hanyala yang baik2 belaka menjadi petunjuk kami semua..arwah la manusia yang sangat sabar semasa hidup nya..amin

al-Fatihah

My GiRLs...Awesome HaHAhA !!!

Hye dude...!

Long time No See..Wassup !! I'm not in mood to updated my blog.., sorry but no appologise :)

story mory right now after Raye... sengkek giler but until now still bole cover lagi belanjawan semasa..uufff berpeluh jugak nk wat kira2 spai bln depan nie..

Wassup Sweety..!!

Nape nk cover muka tuu...x sayang Gua ke?

My dear lovely girl...to much story about You Emmm sometimes You to be Honest with Me..Lies to Me...so cute looking...sometimes You like psycho women..too much !!!

You understand who i am...my feeling..my karektor...so clumsy heee

You makes me sick..angry..bored...???
But to Me...I'm happy with U and You're really Awesome !!!

I'm really angry...buang la cover tuu weii !!

nak amik photo pun x senang huhh.... :p

Love You !!!

RaYe !!!

hari nie..is the last day fasting, terakhir bulan ramadhan yg mulia...insya'allah besok smua umat islam sedunia akan menyambut aidil fitri !!!

tahun ni aku lambat balik kg berbanding ngan kakak2 aku yg lain, saje nk buat suspend wat diaorg hehehe..biar depa benggang x tolong masak hahaha

aku dh siap smua utk balik kg, mungkin jap lg aku bergerak lerr..

tahun ni yg paling simple aku menyambut RaYe !!!

so, Selamat Menyambut Aidil Fitri Maaf Zahir Batin

090909

Lucky day !!!...hari ini angka yang baik untuk mencipta sejarah..ari ni juga sudah 19 hari kite berpuasa..tidak lama lagi kite akan menyambut bulan syawal plak heee..ertikata RAYA !!

sepanjang ramadhan tahun ni aku x byk wat persediaan...tp byk kali balik kg. xtau la rasa mcm seronok berpuasa ngan mak drp puasa sorang-sorang kt sini..

apatah lg persediaan utk menyambut raya..langsung xkisah !

One Moment in Time

In late night,..i'm thinking about anything?

sambil tgok 'Martha Stewart' terfikir puasa...insya'allah sabtu ni umat islam akan berpuasa..maybe aku stay ngan kakak psl bln posa kene wake up 4 sahur..aku kalu x sahur x posa heee..berbuka ngan famili lg seronok..biasa dua mggu awal ngan famili dua mggu akhir sibuk kuar berbuka ngan kawan2 dekat & jauh..

prepair sambut raya ?...biasa x fikir apa2 pun yang special tp teringat kat my mom nk beli kn apa?..smua bende dh aku beli kn utk mak yg dia nak..so teringat mak nk filter/penapis air...baru2 ni mak ada sebut psl penapis air..so dh oder ngan member beli bio Aura "syukur alhamdullillah.." maybe anta this week kt kg..

Yesterday, my old friend become boyfriend or something something...want to see me on wednesday..i'm thinking about ?? nk story apa bila jumpe...lately his so busy since june until now we're not to see each other..i x salahkn dia..is my fault b'coz i'm not ready !! whatever to thanks a lot for him coz be patience...

Missed someone, how come be like that ?..missed someone yg dh lama aku x jumpe..x tau psl hidup dia..live or dead??

Gemok

Gemuk adalah perkara yg sangat ngeri dikalangan wanita...begitula ngan aku. selama ni aku x kisah org kata badan aku dh berisi..aku okay je! aku suka badan camni..biar berisi sikit kene ngan ketinggian..sblom ni aku kurus nmpk mcm papan je..penah gemok zaman skolah dulu maklumla masa tuu x fikir sgat ttg berat badan tau belajar pastu makan heee..

so, the story about gemok ni...last week aku g tempah baju..my tailor kata wow dh berisi u kene ukur badan semula nie..before aku pegi jumpe tailor aku try jeans lama..oh my god!! tak muat daah..i dont believe it..sblom ni aku x kisah je..xkn jeans saiz 27 x muat skang pakai saiz 29 !!

before, 2006 dulu 31/26/37...latest, 34/29/40 increased 3 inci..oooh my god !! ketinggian aku 160cm..weight x pasti heee..dulu 52kg skang blom timbang...takut beb !!! 3 thn maintain tp what happen now ??

sudden, on my way nak drive balik umah...otak nie x abis-abis fikir camner boleh naik spai camni skali...makan mcm biasa je...aku jenis x makan byk dan bkn suka mkn junk food tp fast food sometimes la..tido?...sblom ni mmg aku suka tido dan mmg byk tido tp kurus je...apa yg mnyebabkan berat naik ni ??

maybe, faktor umo?..ada orang kata kalu umo meningkat berat automatically naik tp aku x caya smua tuu..faktor hati ?..orang kata kalu dh senang ati tuu x mkn byk pun badan naik gak !! betul ker ? emmm what ever...

result, ada aktiviti sosial yg aku tinggal kn slama 7 bln lepas...aku rasa aktiviti itu yg mnyebabkan badan ni naik...before i stop my weight bole maintain but now i cant...so better for me habit nie aku do it !

its 'll be okay !!!

THE KING OF POP - MJ 1958-2009

Michael Jackson died on thursday 25th jun 2009. Today is memorial MJ at The Staples Centre Hollywood...nk tgok live kt website mtvasia.com/mj..at 1.00 am

Sape yg x knal MJ..ikon music..to sad bile dgr his passed away. Satu kehilangan superhuman yg tiada ternilai...latarbelakang yg malang, kehidupan yg huru hara tp mampu mencipta nama yg besar diseluruh dunia...he's biggest star in the world.

Mostly, smua lagu Mj aku tahu..maklumla dh dgr sejak sekolah...dr Jackson 5ive ke Michael Jackson...He's the legend in my heart..Michael Jackson will love you forever !!!

"obviously Michael Jackson was a spectacular performer and a music icon. I think everybody remembers hearing his songs, watching him moonwalk on television during his Motown's 25th anniversary. He had aspects of his life that were sad and tragic. And my condolences go out to the Jackson family and the fans that mourned his loss." - Barack Obama

Another day has gone

I'm still all alone

How could this be

You're not here with me

You never said goodbye

Someone tell me why

Did you have to go

And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself

How did love slip away

Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

But you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

But you are not alone

Just the other night

I thought I heard you cry

Asking me to come

And hold you in my arms

I can hear your prayers

Your burdens I will bear

But first I need your hand

Then forever can begin

- You are not alone 'michael jackson'-

"you're always in my heart "- aidahmz

Happy Besday My Sweety

On 1st July...we celebrated together ! igat nk bikin lagi gempak but xsempat masing2 busy hehe..so we're going to port klang je..maybe next time kite g paris celebrate kt eifel tower plak hahaha...byk tahun kite kawan byk bende dh dilalui so keep it up my girl !!!

To dear Baby may'be sometimes we confusing if we aren't for sure whether we are just friends or something more than that. So watch the days pass not knowing what will come next...

Lastly, Happy Birthday Baby...may Allah bless U wherever U'R whatever U do..!!

To says,

"you the best better than all, better than anyone i've ever meet...:" - aidahmz

Father's Day

Today is "Father's Day"..i never having a father and never dream to have a father since i was a child..my dad passed away 36 years ago...i'm so proud to my mom..she only the one i love entire my life..i luv you so much mom !!!

To all Father,

Dance with My Father

Back when I was a child

Before life removed all the innocence

My father would lift me high

And dance with my mother and me and then

Spin me around till I fell asleep

Then up the stairs he would carry me

And I knew for sure

I was loved

If I could get another chance

Another walk, another dance with him

I'd play a song that would never, ever end

How I'd love, love. love to dance with my father again

When I and my mother would disagree

To get my way I would run from her to him

He'd make me laugh just to comfort me

Then make me do just what my mama said

Later that night when I was asleep

He left a dollar under my sheet

Never dreamed that he

Would be gone from me

If I could steal one final glance

One final step, one final dance with him

I'd play a song that would never, ever end

'cause I'd love, love to dance with my father again

Sometimes I'd listen outside her door

And I'd hear how momma would cry for him

I pray for her ever more than me

I know I'm prayin' for much too much

But could You send back the only man she loved

I know You don't do it usually

But dear Lord, she dyin' to dance with my father again

And this is all I ever dream...

- Luther Vandross-

"if I meet you abah, i never to lose you..." - aidahmz

Hannah Montana

aku bkn la peminat Hannah Montana..x layak daa hehe..kt U.S kalu dh sixthteen tuu kira dh dpt kunci kehidupan mcm awek sorang nie..aku suka vokal awek nie..dlm umo sixthteen punyer tone vocal yg amazing..sbb tuu la dpt 'live perform' kt Grammy Award 2008 lepas...bkn miming sprt britney..

so, keep it up your stylist miley cyrus !!!

"There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an uphill battle

Somebody's gonna have to lose.."

the climb - miley cyrus

"hidup ini seperti mendaki gunung..terus mendaki ada masa kita kalah dgn dugaan tapi utk menentukan takdir hidup kita harusla terus mendaki selagi daya..keep moving, keep climbing, keep your faith baby !! - aidahmz

10.5.09

hari tuu tetiba je aku terfikir nk pegi umah kakak..kira kakak yg paling rapatla...walaupun aku dikirakan lewat gak la spai umah dia tapi aku nk gak pegi x tau knape..nk wat piza la sanggup pegi giant beli bahan2 nk wat piza..slalu nye aku la yg paling maleh nk beli bahan2 utk masak2 nie..rupa2 nye ada instinct..anak2 kakak aku nk wat surprise sambut hari ibu..so aku join skali laa..mcm berjanji plak..ini la yg dikatakan keluarga kalu x ckp pun tapi kalu dh darah daging tuu kite dpt rase kan!! anak2 buah ni kira yg paling rapatla ngan aku kira membesar depan mata...

amboi kecik2 mak jaga...sudah besar jangan lupa jasa mak ye..

seronok kakak sambut hari ibu..iyo ler kalu anak x igat mak..anak apo nama nye?? binatang pun tahu sayang mak dia kan!!

Happy Belated Mother's Day !!!

Ngomel..!

hye lama x update blog..nk tggu masa free jawap nye x tulis la kt blog ni...aku ni moody skit bile time free je aku malas hehehe...bile rajin je byk keje aku nk buat..masa tu la nk kemas umah..cuci baju..mcm2 lagi la ! sama gak kt opis..bile bace paper x spai 5 minit cepat boring..tapi time bergosip 8 jam pun x boring boring hahaha..paling suka tido..tu la petua awek muda aku..cukup tido sihat tubuh badan..lagi satu petua buat sit-up..hari hari 50 kali sure sihat baik utk badan mahupun tulang..minum susu heee...tapi skang badan aku macam dh berisi skit bab kata org gemuk tapi aku suka saiz mcm ni..selesa drp kurus kering tapi jgn gemuk sgat kene maintain...nk tahu kite bole maintain bile time sit-up kalu x bole angkat tubuh sndri jwp nye dh beratla tuu x reti2 nk diet...aku dh lama x jumpe kawan2 masa zaman uha uha...kawan2 aku nk jumpa aku lagi ker ???..emmm tggu la dulu bile aku bersedia..tapi yg penting aku suka ngan keadaan skang...happy je!!

HYE..

Lama x updated blog..skang nie sibuk skit..lgpun lately otak aku slalu sakit..pening kepala !! byk minum kafein maybe...dulu aku ok je skang badan pun slalu je sakit..demam!! faktor cuaca terlalu panas kot..musim demam...makan vitamine C fuhhh!!

Skang demam skit muntah2..dulu xder mcm nie..ntah la faktor umo kot heee...byk bende yg berlaku bln nie..specially family day kiteorg ngan mother's day..

Nanti la bile aku free ..aku citer smua nye apa yg berlaku..



ciao !!!

Aku Gila Pada...??

Black !..obsess ngan bende yg kaler itam..cepat teruja !!

Bkn saje baju..perabot..car..apa saje bile berkaler itam sure nmpk cantik je

Tonton tv...boleh stay spai pagi kalu layan !

Computer ! First keje bende yg i nk beli ialah PC...laptop nie maybe yg third.

just belajar menggunakn melalui buku je..

u know why..computer is bende yg paling brilliant skali dicipta oleh manusia kt dunia ni !

Susu ! dlm bahasa lain drink milk...i like !!

tak tahu psl apa..spai skang x henti2 menyusu hehe..

smua jenis susu minum accept strawberry n cokelat..paling suka fresh milk

Senaman tangan !...kalau dok diam je sambil tgok tv or bace paper..whatever la..tangan ni mesti nk genggam something ...kt opis pun ada stress ball (umi punyer !) dr kaler kuning dh jd kelabu asap...bende ni dh amalkn berkurun lama nye..stop jap wat bile urat tangan nmpk ketara pastu penah satu kes pegang lengan member spai lebam..rasa mcm grip biasa je tp tetiba member nangis cakap sakit hee..after kes i stop 4 the while !! but bende ni jd balik..what should i do ??

Top tank t-shirt...mmg berlambak la!! bagi aku fesyen yg paling simple hee..

suka kaler yg xmenyelah..like black, grey, white it's a good 2me

coz why mana pegi sarung je jaket atau sweater..very the simple !

balik umah buang jaket terus tido hee

Beyonce !..minat giler kat minah ni. mula tengok kt mtv dlm group Destiny's Child. dlm depa 3 org tuu..minah ni je yg cantik hehe..suara woww marvelouss !! Body jgn cakapla..perfect beb ! Bile dance woww terpegun gua..strip dance lg gile hehe

Now she perfomance sorang je..the latest album I am sasha a fierce smua lagu best2

two film dia act..xsilap 'panther.??' lakonan steve martin N the dreamgirls ngan Jamie foxx

she married with Jazz..x hansem pun !

nak tahu byk psl beyonce lagu ke videoclip ke ada kt myspace/aidahmz !

Everywhere I'm looking now

I'm surrounded by your embrace

Baby I can feel your halo

You know you're my saving grace !!!...

- beyonce -

Series CSI...tayang kt astro AXN mlm tuesday, wednesday n' thurday..marathon every sunday! Grissom N Horatia and the gang u all mmg best !!

Happy Belated Birthday To Anor !!!

Happy Happy Happy Birthday Girl !!!

How old R U baby ?

Wish U, hidup ini pegang pada 3R

Rileks Respon Respect

So, lu Pikirla sendiri !

What can I says..."really cute both of U"

My Nep..ur so gorgeous

Nampak macam sebaya jer...memang pun !!

alang 25hb dan anor 29hb...so, kiraan matematik beza 4 hari je khi2x

So what ?? I'm still young forever and your aunt baby...

Okay tak kek nie ? whatever la janji ada hehehe..

By The Way Happy Belated 22 years Birthday to Anor !!!

It's My Birthday !!!

Ya Ya Ya !!!...tahun ni decide x nak celebrate besday coz x layak daa

umo aku mcm dh byk tp it's ok still maintain my personal life...

walaupun aku nmpk mcm 26 tp dh dot dot....

i can be liar to anybody but i can't lie to myself.

i want be myself what i want !!!

Don't ask me when i get married but ask me what i want to be ?

Honestly, i very happy..happy..happy !!!

I'm 37...thirtySeven baby

"Love Story"

We were both young when I first saw you

I close my eyes

And the flashback starts

I'm standing there

On a balcony in summer air

See the lights

See the party, the ball gowns

I see you make your way through the crowd

And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles

And my daddy said stay away from Juliet

And I was crying on the staircase

Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you

We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew

So close your eyes

Escape this town for a little while'

Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter

And my daddy said stay away from Juliet

But you were everything to me

I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel

This love is difficult, but it's real

Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess

It's a love story baby just say yes

I got tired of waiting

Wondering if you were ever coming around

My faith in you is fading

When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone

I keep waiting for you but you never come

Is this in my head? I don't know what to think

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet

You'll never have to be alone

I love you and that's all I really know

I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress

It's a love story baby just say yes

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you...

- taylor swift -

it's cool song..aidahmz09

BeLateD ValentiNe'S Day...

Almost every year's aku sambut valentine's Day..semenjak skolah lagi! Nak kira hadiah orang kasi dah berbakul-bakul..aku je susah sikit nak kasi orang adiah heee

whatever la orang lain nk ckp !..aku bkn nk meraikan hari kematian Father Valentine. Don't judge what U see..

U see that guy?..he's very good person 'n committed a work..that's mean a hard working!! we befriend since 2004..lama tuu but i don't know how to story about him...

so, 2Him i'm really sorry what happen since was beginning we meet..maybe i'm not be honest with U coz' what happen can be happen !!!???

tnx U 4everthing what U make it...

last word, "i want 2be what i want 2be !!"

Gotta Be Somebody...Nickelback

This time, I wonder what it feels like

To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of

But dreams just aren't enough

So I'll be waiting for the real thing,

I'll know it by the feeling

The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene

Straight off the silver screen

So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end

Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Someone to love with my life in their hands

There's gotta be somebody for me like that

Cause nobody wants to do it on their own

And everyone wants to know they're not alone

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight

And dammit this feels too right, it's just like deja vu

Me standing here with you

So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the endIs it that moment when,

I find the one that I'll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Someone to love with my life in their hands

There's gotta be somebody for me like that

Cause nobody wants to do it on their own

And everyone wants to know they're not alone

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

You can't give up, looking for a diamond in the rough

You never know, when it shows up,make sure you're holding on

Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

And everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Someone to love with my life in their hands

There's gotta be somebody for me,

Nobody wants to do it on their own

And everyone wants to know their not alone

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Nobody wants to be the last one there

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

'nice lyrics !' - aidahmz

Womanizer..your womanizer !

Anak mak le..dulu mak susah2 jaga kitaorang..skang biarla kitaorang yg bersusah payah jaga mak plak !!

Tumpang glamer mak !

Alahai cucu wan !

Bodyguard

Tension

Mana ni..

Jom !

Penat menunggu

Confuse ke ?

Ceria

wajah-wajah yg tidak dpt ditukar ganti..itula wajah mak yg tak akan kita lupakan sampai ke akhir hayat..."mak ampunkan dosa anakmu yg tak seberapa ini, mungkin anakmu bukan yg terbaik seperti yg dirancang tapi mak adalah the best in world ! i love u so much mom"...aidahmz

bahasa Miaww...

Orang yang terlalu memikirkan akibat dari sesuatu keputusan atau tindakan, sampai bila-bila pun dia tidak akan menjadi orang yang berani - aidahmz

Hiduplah Sesuka hatimu, Sesungguhnya kamu pasti mati. Cintai siapa saja yang kamu senangi, Sesungguhnya kamu pasti akan berpisah dengannya. Lakukan apa saja yang kamu kehendaki, Sesungguhnya kamu akan memperoleh balasannya...!

kasihanilah musuhmu, berbuat baiklah pada orang yang membenci kamu, mintaklah berkat bagi orang yang mengutuk kamu. Berdoalah untuk orang yang mencaci kamu - confusius

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